Carol's Thoughts

FAMILY!

2009-07-04T00:44:00.003+08:00

This few days i have been spending alot of time with my family! :)
It was really good, get to catch up with them! And i realize something major happen and i did not know it, was good to spend time at home. Hahahs
I learn to appreciate my family more and more everyday.
My brothers and I could enjoy good education, good food, nice house because of the many sacrifices of my beloved parents.
Though they don't say alot, but deep in our hearts we all can see how much they have given and i am just speechless. I LOVE MY FAMILY!

I remember when i was young i was ashamed or rather not very proud and appreciative of them.
Thank God for Heart of God church, i learn to appreciate all that they had done!
Now i feel so blessed to have great parents, always giving the best for us.
So many instances that i could not count, my dad would walk all the way out to the nearest 7-eleven at 3-4am to buy medicine for me. My mother never fails to take care of me when i was sick or when i am really very broke.

OH YES! Next monday we going to celebrate a very belated father's day! Haven't decided the place, brother is volunteering to pay everything since he got a high paying part time job. I think he just got his pay, he gave me $50. It is really funny! We use to fight when we are young, we use to hate each other.

We have all grown up.. It is time to carry the burden of the family!
I am very excited though! :) :)
I feel that many of my dreams are coming to past..

I have a dream of becoming a millionaire by 25 to build pple's dream
I have a dream of having a godly family
I have a dream of giving in millions
I have a dream to always serve Psts
I have a dream to build hoGc tgt with my leaders
I have a dream to be able to believe in the next generations

Okay! ANYWAY SINCE I AM QUARANTINED, I REALLY MISS CCH PPLE!
I MISS MAEANN! HAHAHAAHAHHA :) :)
anyway JiaXin preached today, so exciting! I believe tmr is going be great!
CCH IS REALLY COOL YO!!!!
I love them to bits.

Sunday is going be exciting.
HOSPI! :) :)
Okay after last weekend i have been eating salad!
Wonder what will i eat after this weekend!

I MISS SO MANY PEOPLE!!!

OKAY!!

TMR I CAN SEE THE BEST PPLE ON EARTH, MY BELOVED PSTS!
:)
What a great privilege to have great psts like them! :)

Back to reading and planning..
anyway i am reading "The 36 Strategies of the Chinese", very cool!
next book would be finish up hinds feets on high places and Sun Zi Ping Fa- The Art of war.

LASTLY..
I love my life!
& I really love my life.
& everybody in my life

I AM ABIT CRAZY RIGHT NOW... HAHAHAHAHA.. back to reality.. :)

twitter

2009-06-21T21:29:00.002+08:00

Twitter is the coolest thing now.
Please get it at www.twitter.com
With twitter, i think there is no need of a blog. :)

You can tweet any time and anywhereee.. :)

HAPPY FATHERS DAY! :)

I LOVE MY LIFEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Follow me on twitter carol_tan :)

seeeeeyah!

breakthrough

2009-06-05T23:41:00.002+08:00

just got the urge to type down some thoughts recently:

1. I having 2 weeks holiday but 1 week is over but i feels like 1 day..

2. I love Pastors & they are the most amazing people :) Observing them work motivates me! They truly put others above themselves and love people for who they are!

3. Mae Ann is really amazing, i get inspired everyday and every time talking and hanging out with her. Such a great privilege to be able to spend so much time together doing so many things, from loving kids to loving teachers and doing so many exciting things! :)

4. CCH camp was a blast. Though it was my first time running the camp together with Vicki, but i really learn so much from Mae Ann :) From the way she thinks, feels and do things. :)

5. CCH just rocks. :) I am in love with the kids & hanging out with everybody! They are so committed and amazing. A combination of many crazy people, everybody say when you go CCH you will become crazy like us. hahhs.

6. I want a breakthrough! Expand and Enlarge, Let go, Let God :)

7. I am very happy today :)

8. I want to become a millionaire soon, i need to do so many things. I felt that i am called to give :) Can't wait to grow up and be a great support :)

9. I love my family! My beloved cousins is coming back tomorrow. AWWWW my small nicole! :)

10. My God is faithful.

11. I don't know what to type, life is too exciting..

12. I need to grad soon! :) next jan! :)

13. I am growing up! Everyone is getting old..

14. I want to exercise.

15. I want to eat (that's a paradox from 14)

16. I need to read more books.

17. Wondering how can life get better? I love my life to the max.

18. Can't wait for all the kids to grow up, becoming the next Charleston, Garrett & Dominic.

19. So proud of Marilyn's breakthrough :)

20. i going to get a fresh revelation.

21. How about 30? It is seems so possible!

goodnight & bye!

just random thoughts.

i just love my life.

LIFE IS SO EXCITING!

Nobody

2009-05-15T02:02:00.002+08:00

"A nobody trying to exalt a somebody"

Psalm 46:10

Be still, and know that I am God;

Be exalted in our lives.

I love my life, doing the routines, loving the hardwork and heart work. :)

The future is amazing, i can't wait to graduate and start walking into my destiny!

Live to love.
Love to live.

It is never how long you live.
It is how you live your life.

Significance over Success.

God, let there be an increase over my life!!

I can't wait to be a millionaire by 25 years old.

I can't wait to give, i can't wait to build the dreams of people, i can't wait to love more.

There shall be an INCREASE.

It is coming...... :)

My God is faithful & always will be.

I have never regret my decision 6 years ago when i step into hoGc, having 2 great great Pastors :)

FUTURE IS AMAZING!

SEE YOU AT THE END! :)

My mother rocks.

2009-05-06T11:59:00.003+08:00

THE COOLEST ROCK CONCERT! I AM GOING, ARE YOU? :)

Wednesday are cool, could spend more time with my bed. hahhs.
I am seriously getting sick, first was fever then flu..
School was great and i must must get momentum going to school.
I must love school more :)

On a lighter note, today we're going celebrate my mum birthday and i am excited.
Going to get present later at Crabtree and Evelyn, sharing with my brothers. :)
I think my mother rocks totally.
She is someone of few words but loads of action.
I was just mentioning wanting to eat this and that, next day i see the fridge it is already there. :)
My mother is not joining for hoGc mother's day celebration which is quite sad, but i think she is much more open nowadays.
Gotta pray concentrated prayers! :)

After 24, i am inspired to pray even more.
Prayer moves mountain.
Faith
It shall happen :)

Pst Steve Munsey was great! He just tore the whole building away.
It is such a great a privilege to be in HoGc because we have the most amazing Pst How & Pst Lia. They're the best of the best. :)

2009-04-22T01:03:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PASTOR LIA!

More than words could express how thankful & privilege for me to have you in my life. :) You're the biggest inspiration in life and just by looking at you, i am so inspired to work even harder. Your passion for people are just so amazing. No matter how tired you are, you always put people first :)

Thank you for all the encouragement, all the love, all the sermons! :) It is a great privilege to be able to serve you in Hospi and to be in hoGc. It is more than church, it is just like our home where we can be nurtured and grow in. Thank you for loving us for who we are and not what we are.

I LOVE YOU LOADS! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAE ANN! :)

Hanging around you just inspires me! :) More than the loads of fun we had together, i had never failed to learn so much just by listening and observing from you. Your passion for kids and people are really amazing. You can remember every single kid and also know about their lives! I am just so excited for YSC because i know the future is going be so amazing!

It is really a great privilege to be able to be in CCH together with you! :) YOU ROCKS! :)

AMAZING.
I am really glad to have Pastors and Mae Ann in my life, they constantly inspires me to keep going and do what we are doing! :)

I have a great day with my "3 sons"
Wee Boon, Wee Siang, Wee Pin! :)
You must meet them one day, they are soooooo coool.

Wee Boon - 9 years old
Bringing 1030 to YSC!!
His faith & passion for God will blow you away! hahahas.
He is super amazing, always in God's presence.

Wee Siang - 5 years old
Super loving.
He will remember your name and when he calls you, i promise you your heart will melt!
:) :) :)

Wee Pin - 3 years old
Although he is young, he experienced God and cried in God's presence!
He loves to hug people and is super adorable! :) :)

I LOVE KIDSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
God is cool.
I love my life.

ANYWAY SCHOOL STARTED!
I AM GOING TO CONQUER IT! :)

love

2009-04-09T01:53:00.002+08:00

They are simply AWESOME!
I am getting my cousin for easter party! I believe it will be great.
I LOVE MY LIFE! :)

I AM GOING GYM TOMORROW! YAY
superb excited for easter! :)

Check this video out:
http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=55924284158&comments#/video/video.php?v=55924284158&subj=620924158

I going to crash northview tomorrow again.
This time is going be more exciting, Xiao Yu, Jieru, Jolie, Hui Yun coming too! :)

happy :)

2009-04-03T00:20:00.005+08:00

YSC - (:

Say Hi to Derrick

Gathering of many Domestic helper :)

hello everybody.

today was awesome, i went to northview primary.
it was the feeling that we own-ed the school!
i was waiting for Wang Jing to catch up with him, so Daniel suppose to bring him out.
while waiting, i saw the whole gang of kids like Jie Hong, Guoming, Dongxian, Metys, Donavan, Angela, Jeremy, Xiuhong!, Daryl Ho, Aaron, Jasman, Jun De, Jun le!

It was quite funny because i told them that i will be the new principal! hahs.
Oh yes, i saw DERRICK, he is supper cute.
He was pestering me to call his mother for him so he could go YSC to hang out. It was all so great (:
Kids are the best thing!!

Last week was awesome.
Sunday i stayed home to spend quality time with my family, yes played with my beloved cousins. Rockers. :)
I just love hanging out with them, listening to their cute lil stories. :)
Love of my life:

oh yes, last sunday was awesome.
God spoke to me about many things. :)
I think one of my best decision in my life is to know God.
Without God, i am nothing.
His love & His faithfulness just amazes me everytimes.

YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE.
WHO ARE YOU ON THE INSIDE SUMS IT ALL :)

I am so excited about the future.
Next year i will be graduating, going to take a degree.
Out to the working world (:

It is time to make history!
With Men, it is impossible. With God, all things are possible

I just wanna to build on from what i had encounted last Sunday..
God is too amazing to put into words..

It is really time to think about your future. (:
What you want in life?
What do you value in life?
Discipleship class this Sunday is gonna be awesome!

SCHOOL IS STARTING IN 3 WEEKS!
I AM SO ENJOYING HOLIDAYS!
FAITHFULNESS TO FRUITFULNESS!

EASTER NEXT WEEK.
It shall be a blast!
I am getting my cousins for YSC, gonna be cool.
Lets rock the place :)

LOVE LOVE LOVE
I LOVE MY LIFE.
FROM THE INSIDE OUT!

MUCH LOVE,
CAROL :)

10 things

2009-03-21T01:17:00.002+08:00

Before i sleep, i shall blogged! (:

10 things in my mind now:

1. Hospi for Sy Rogers tmr, after reading the game plan i am so so so excited

2. I miss my cousins alot alot alot, have not seen them for 2 weeks? I got loads of miss call from them last week as they were waiting for me.

3. I have not found any job yet. It is really the 1st time, therefore i am really broke. But is okay, i think the holidays so far is fruitful (:

4. I must read more books!!!

5. YSC stayover is cool. Derrick is super cute. hahs

6. Rock Legends is the "in thing" when you are at facebook.

7. You should get a twitter.

8. On for YSC for Sunday, it is going be great. Christabelle & Isabelle coming :D

9. I miss Pastors! (: They are the most amazing person on planet earth, they never failed to amazed me everytime. (:

10. I miss discipleship class. What a privilege to be able to just seat in the classes and be amazed.

I love my life, do you?

(:

2009-03-10T23:41:00.004+08:00

was funny looking at the picture, never thought i will be in CCH. hahhs!

before i fall asleep while waiting for calls, i shall blogged.
holidays is awesome..
sometimes i wish, it lasted longer (:
though i was talking to adri, siok, zac and everyone is anticipating for school.
school starts at 10am next year, a big good news for me!

CCH is getting more exciting everyday! Everyday is exciting so its quite hard to remember everything and jot it down you see.
I love my life.
Oh yes, i stayed overnight at YSC yesterday and we watch movies while i just fall asleep after eating medicine. :) IT is truely our home.

Today after going home to bathe, went for hospi.
Office is quite quiet without Pastors! I seriously miss them, hope they are having a great time at gold coast. Can't wait for them to be back!
Oh yes, I share herbal chicken with Chi wen and Jieru today. It is cheap and good. (:

Tomorrow is a busy day, it is so exciting.
Guess this is one of the holidays that i did not work, its weird.
But i guess it is fruitful while looking back, still trying to find though.

AI Conference has been great, Affluence to Influence.
Pst Josh, Pst Joakim and everything was amazing.

YES, Discipleship Class with Ivan last week was powerful.
Such a great man of God that i respected alot. Real Man!
I think this week is the last week of DC, going to miss it!
Charleston is taking us this week, so exciting!!!

Everyone is on Twitter now, say HI to it soon?
Facebook is the "in-thing" now. Hahs.

I BELIEVE, DO YOU?

Love

2009-02-14T01:07:00.003+08:00

It has been since long i've blogged. Life have been exciting and never been better before. Holidays has already pass for 3 weeks and i am going to get a job by next week before my mother nags again. I would pray that i would get the job that i am going for interview on monday as it has flexible timing and it would allow me to do things.

Today we had service with Pst Joakim. He is the best.
Ended the night with tears and joys.
God spoke to me and i am so inspired to give my 100% even more.

Today is Valentine Day.
Such a special day for for many people & couples.
Pretty flowers and nice poems. HAHA.

Love is just a big word even though it is only 4letters.

It is what keep you doing the things again and again..
It is what makes you sacrifice.
It is what make you lay down your life for this person
It is what makes you think of someone when you see something..
It is what makes you give unconditionally

There is no greater love than one that is willing to lay down his life for his friends..

Mac delivery is coming sooon. I am hungry! Haha. :D

i love my life

2009-02-03T11:07:00.002+08:00

CCH Rocks!

My Fave Cousin! - Nicole (:

Chinese New Year this is has been great. As usual after visitation of relatives, we look forward to hang out and watch movies and play etc. This year the in game is left 4 dead, so to watch movie then eat then play lan throughout. I must get my hands on the game man! (:

All well end well is funny, watch it with some CG mates and before that we had sakae sushi, it was all so good. :D The show was indeed funny, Lin jie & michelle join us for movie. I must admit that BELL laugh very loudly.. HAHAHA. She will kill me and say "wei!".

One interesting thing we did as a family this new year was to webcam with my uncle and cousins over in Canada. It was all so cool, everyone take turn to talk to them and wish them goodluck for the year. We show them all the food we had over here and they were all drooling.. My brother is going there in a week or two time for maybe 1month plus. He is going to bring alot things back for me! Hahah.

But the sad thing is he is not going to the States like my elder bro so he get me Ed Hardyyyy! hahaha. As if i have the money too. Hahaha. My uncle told me if i do well next year he will give me a ticket to Canada too. I think they are afraid i feel down or something but it is okay. I have a great family and i love them loads. (:

I am heading to YSC soon, it is like my new home. We play, laugh, watch movie, fellowship, worship, pray, work hard, plan, love, cry and everything there. I love stayovers with Mae Ann and the whole CCH gang. IT was all so cool.

Hospi last sat was amazing. I love my Pastors man! Going to miss them as they are in LA now. Can't wait for them to be back! (: They are the best best best people anyone can have in their lives. Their unconditional, unexpected, undeserved love towards us is just amazing.

09 is going be a blast.
Breakthrough!

YSC

2009-01-20T01:25:00.004+08:00

Suppose to go YSC to clean up.
but after visitation they already gg to eat.
then played guitar suppose to prac
end up we worship and it was all so sweet & great.

(: starting to love ysc more n more.
yay!
much much fun we had.

got a super interesting video but i going show on cch reunion dinner on fri.
super super funny.

yes yes yes. today is great. (:

thoughts.

2009-01-17T23:29:00.003+08:00

I have so much thoughts now. Don't know how to put everything in words.
Sometimes our lives is just like a puzzle, putting pictures together and we get everything. It is all beautiful. (:

O levels results is out, my brother surprising did well. 16points.
I really did not except as he is just gaming the whole time even during examinations. But i am happy for him. We had this deal with our uncles, if we get a certain point and did well for o levels we get to go Canada to visit our cousin & uncle.

Because the ticket cause 2-3k each so only if you do well. My elder bro did it, my small did it. I didn't. I am sad of course but i know where i put my time in is worth it. My brother is confirmed going next month then my mother ask if i wants to go buy she don't want to tell me who is paying. Of course given this once a lifetime chance i wanted to go. It is has been my dream to go there too.

Finally, when i got home my mother told me who is going to pay if i go. Out of my expectation it was her. I immediately told her i don't want to go anymore. Maybe because i have grown up and i start to learn to carry the burden of the family. Sometimes is not about what you want anymore, it is about others and the people you love. I think she was pretty sad and teared, of course i teared. Hahahaha.

I am super contented with what i have, i don't need a trip to make me happier. Of course it would be good but without it i will be just as good.

Life is too exciting.

Next year i am actually graduating from poly already! Going to go out to the working world and work. I am super excited.

I believe my dreams are coming to past.

I am going to be a millionaire by 25.

I am going to be the biggest giver to help build the dreams of others.

I was wondering how could life be better?

I love my life to bits.
I have a great future and destiny in God.
I believe i am going to have a great and godly family.
It will be all so sweet.

new house

2009-01-14T16:11:00.003+08:00

My new room at my Aunt House. :D
Everything is beautiful esp my big bed!

Was reading a book just now, found it pretty interesting.

God wants us to pray about the solution
We always pray about the problem.

4Th dimension! :D

09 is going be a blast!

CCH CG yesterday was really awesome.
The children are all so hungry and God's presence just came.
Awesome.

Facing the Giant

2009-01-13T00:26:00.002+08:00

I watched this movie today, it is the best.
One of the best movie i watched. I just teared and cried.

Facing the Giant
...
Don't quit until you have nothing left
Give your very best, hold back nothing

You are the most influential player on the team.

Words cannot express how much i felt watching this.
Thinking about what Dominic told us in Discipleship class.

We are living in the dreams of many people.

Lets continue to give nothing but our very best.

We fight. We hold on. We guard our hearts, integrity, purity.

Be the foundations of many generations.

We can make a difference.

wednesday

2009-01-07T15:45:00.002+08:00

I simply love Wednesday. It is the day when you can spend time with your bed more.
hahhs. I just finish a quality QT. The feeling was tremendous.

It felt you just won a battle.
Sometimes it is not the outside, surrounding or what you have.
It is who you are, Spirits made man!

Proverbs 20:5 (New King James Version)

5 Counsel in the heart of man is like deep water,
But a man of understanding will draw it out.

I must finish all my books & after CNY i will have money to buy more books. :)

Yesterday we had CCH CG at the satellite Yishun.
It was really powerful, even though there is not alot of pple.
At first we played games and playing in the dark is cool. You should try it.
After a short sharing by Mae Ann then we began worshiping & praying for the kids.
I just love kids, they are so child like, so pure.

You don't need to guess, they are who they are.
There was this boy that was at first quite hardened but after that when we prayed for him, he started to cry and experience the love of God. It was all so so sweet.
Then Mae Ann shared with me and Yee Siong about praying and seeking the HS.

It was simply amazing. (:

Supposed to meet Alvin up with CG mates, but Weijie, Jonathan and myself waited for him for hours but could not find him. In the end, we watch Australia and the show was really long. About 2.5hours but it was all nice.

BRP BRP BRP!
(:

Goodbye!

Macbook Fan Quick Fix

2009-01-05T16:46:00.004+08:00

A couple of days ago, my Macbook Fan was spoilt. It was at 000rpm which was running, was just thinking to bring it to one of the Apple store and i came by this video.
The best thing was it works. (:

Leona Lewis voice is just amazing. It is so captivating, once you listen to it you just want to listen to it again.

Last weekend was amazing. There is no better place rather than hoGc to spent your weekends!
Pst Lia preached about the Ethos of begin a hoGc!
It think you just need to catch it in the spirit because it can't be taught. (:
We are team players & not stars. We support one another.
We really need to treasured what we have, it is something precious that you cannot find in school or even at work.
Pastors are just the most amazing people. The best.

Sun's CCH service was great. I just love the place, you can literally feel the thick presence of God. Tears will just row down you cheek during worship.
Seize the opportunity.
Sometimes there is no second chance, when you miss it you really do.
We should really treasure today and make it to the fullest.

Faith is a living, daring confidence in God's grace, so sure and certain that a man could stake his life on it a thousand times.

2009 wil be..
A year of breakthrough
A year of faith
A year of disipline
A year of love
A year of sacrifice

Step in
Step up
Take Charge
Make decisions
Make things happen!

It is going be amazing...

dreams

2009-01-02T22:43:00.001+08:00

i thought this pic is cool. hahs

I start the morning well today. Did my Qt right in the morning.
It was all so sweet.. :D
It is those quiet time, with the guitar all in my room. awwww.

went to church to meet Jieru to plan to see which PGSM intake i am going.
was really great and it is time to save save and save.
oh man. so fast, everyone is growing up!
i going to finish poly next year & go to work also go into PGSM uni to study.

on the way back, met Michelle, Huiyun and CCH kids.
went bowling with them. it was funny.
i think it was the first time the kids went there and alot of time it went down. hahahaha. (:

went to see my aunt's new flat which is blocks away from my house
&saw my room. it was light pink. not that i wanted but because of fungshui.
it was nice. and i going to have a queen size bed! YAY.
the house will be ready next week.

just now got a call from Ruo En, was funny.
Another dream came true. (:

I think alot of my dreams for ministry are coming to past.
Sometimes when it really comes, it really come.
Because we often dream and dream. But dream can come true.
I believe for breakthrough.

This year is going to be a year of breakthrough for me.
I know i am going to do more more more.
Sometimes people don't understand why we serve or why we love church so much.
I think it is because we need have a heart of gratitude.

Without HoGc, i am far far far from who i am, although i am not perfect.
There is no place i can experience this love, care, concern.
This love that is unconditional, you no need to perform or put a mask.
All you need is to be who you are.
Great leaders who always watch out for you. (:

I just love the words Thank You.
Thank You
Thank You
Thank You
Thank You

sidetrack.. saw this girl today on train. her 15mins make 3 person happier.
She folded 3 hearts on the spot and give to people, elderly kids and anyone.
i thought it was powerful. i should learn too. at least she brought a difference to someone.

To the world you may be one, but to someone you may be the world!

Happy New Year

2009-01-01T20:20:00.000+08:00

Best New Year! (:
I have redo my blog for this new year.
Yesterday was the best, took loads of pictures
I have put some of them at my blog. On the right.

I love hoGc
I love my Psts
I love my life
I love my family
I love everything!

Last week CCH Satellite opening was a blast!
The presence of God is so so strong, just like the henderson days
(:

08 has been great, 09 is going be amazing!

I WANT TO DO MORE!
BREAKTHROUGH! :D

What a privilege and honor to be in the Henderson group.
The past 5 years is great.
The next 50 years is .... (:

Lets run this race together & forever.

Love you guys loads and loads!

CCH

2008-12-27T02:14:00.000+08:00

loads of christmas picture to put up, soon soon
just before i sleep, i shall blog! :D

today was a CCH day (:
went for meeting for the opening of our satellite church in Yishun.
superb cool, dunking machine, foam party, games, service.

oh yeah, the new place was superb nice.
the henderson feeling. hahaha.
after the meeting, prepared logistics for everything
then waited for Mae ann and cab down to Mae ann house n to satellite church.

settled some things are we go do publication
was really cool n learn alot.
details really makes a difference (:

went back and Charleston n Lynette came over.
after that we went dinner at salad bar just below.
they serve nice western food
we saw so many familiar faces which is a good sign.

had a great dinner with Mae Ann, Xiao yu, Yee Siong, Elaine n Jolie
i think i really learnt alot over this dinner/ sharing sessions.
much more about cch, people, Psts and loving others.
it is the small lil details.

this sunday going be cool cool cool.
tmr night going be fun.

I LOVE MY LIFE! :D
i will never trade it away.
meerrry christmas everyone!

christmas!

2008-12-25T00:20:00.000+08:00

That is done by Jon!
It is really funny man! (:

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE
We sang Christmas Carol today! It is so cool & fun.
I simply love choir and singing. (:
Today was on hospi, cab from Toa Payoh with Huimin.
We all knew everyone stayed up late to write cards.
I FINISHED MY CARDS! :D One whole stack of them.
Everyone on Hospi wore Red and black, we all flow man!

Service was great, video was cool.
I love my Church, I love Jesus! (:
Where can be a better place than this home?
I love people too.

Yes yes, rushed home for dinner. Loads n loads of fun.
I love my family too.
I love the kids noise & laughter, see them run around and mess up everything was funny.

Tomorrow is going be fun.
I am excited, going give out many many many cards. Wooo.
take many many pictures too. going to charge my camera first.

Shall talked about yesterday.
went towned with jiaxin to buy Pst's present.
shopped for hours like last year.
finally being auntie-to be, we did funny things. HAHA.
i really hope Pst would like it (:

then went for choir prac & it was great.
outing with geokling at 1140pm? hahaha. we waited for her until she ended work.
weiliang and Roy joined us for supper too.
It was long that we hung out with Roy, everything was so funny man.
tonnes of fun & laughter.
cabbed home after that. (:

Okay......... i need to do thing now!

byebye!

I believe

2008-12-22T12:00:00.000+08:00

I BELIEVE!

It is time for Christmas (:

Accelerating!

2008-12-17T11:45:00.000+08:00

Woah! Life have been super exciting for the pass week, too busy to blog out because everyday is so meaningful.

Last weeek we had AMT(A), stay over and it is really stretching and cool! i pass AMI! After that we had CCH meeting to discuss about exciting things CCH is going to have this christmas! I believe it will be awesome with the new facilities in Yishun! :D

So many thoughts man, later got prac with 41st, gotta visit weiquan later, cousins all coming my house, going to cupcakes next week, christmas is next week, hospi on christmas eve, this week choir 1st time singing in sing post.

WAH! life is exciting.. I lead the best life.
Never want to exchange my life.

:D

&side notes; i haven buy Christmas cards yet!

Generations

2008-12-08T23:55:00.000+08:00

We will take this generation!

children!

2008-12-07T01:21:00.000+08:00

woke up early in the morning to meet my aunt to help her in some volunteering work to take care of kids this morning.
it was simply great and i think i been dealing with kids alot recently.
she shared with me alot of things and one thing was why she was doing so much volunteering work because she feel life should just revolve around herself.

LIFE is ABOUT OTHERS! :D
best thing is she told me she is going to visit a church later.
man, i was simply overjoyed.
she is not a christian but i can see her opening up, so happy for her.

being a christian is not a religion.
it is a relationship with God and a lifestyle.
just like how God change me a 100%, he can change you too.
he gave me a new life, new hope, new future, new destiny, new purpose.
now i want to help others to reach their destiny in life too.
i use to have no friends in school, but now i have loads and loads.
life is different with Jesus! (:

i cant stop talking about God, it is my life.
i have great Pastors which i love dearly, the people i respected the most.
i love my life!

today children church was awesome, Pastor lia joined us! :D
skit was great and was everything else.
we had a informal worship session and it was great.
the presence of God was amazing. God is real!
God assured me of the things that is going to come.

tomorrow:
discipleship class
hospi. (:
cousin stayin over at my house

monday:
play with cousin, spent time at home

tues/wed:
AMT ( Advance ministry training )
overnight-ed. going be super fun.

&today is candy weekend
loads of ben & jerry ice cream with candy floss.
super cool!
weekends are the best best best.

OD - Overdosed.

2008-12-02T13:35:00.000+08:00

Oh man! i am so OD of happiness now.

Firstly, i was really too busy to blog man. Oh wells, life is super exciting too.

Start off with CCH Camp (:
SEE my cute lil cousin, MATTHEW :D
He is just amazing.

Next Up Grandma's birthday at centerpoint's restn.
The picture was not with me but the food was superb.
We had super fresh scallops, nice sharkfins, nice duck and loads more.
I love food, i love my grandma, i love my family too!
Shall take the pictures from my uncle and post it!

After Grandma dinner, rush over to church for Operation Meeting
Was really cool & i learn alot from Yassy.
A different season now! :D
I love HOSPI.
I love CCH.
I love Choir.

I am going to breakthrough NOW! :D

Monday night, ate with honghwee and whole CG with Dexter too.
Had loads of fun, laughter, heart to heart to farewell honghwee going army.
oh yes, we make a super nice card.. :D

Life is great.
Having awesome friends.
FRIENDS FOR LIFE.

We going grow up & old together.
Seeing each other get married.
Having babies
Grow old.
& Die.

HAHAHAHAHAHAAH.

Man! I love my life.

Had a great great meeting with Xiao yu just now,
Was so powerful, mind blowing.
I love God man, what a exciting road ahead.

Asia COnference

2008-11-25T15:15:00.000+08:00

Asia Conference is offically over on sunday!
I Ko-ed on monday, i slept like i never slept before! HAHAHAHAA.

I saw loads of people in Asia Conference..

To many to put man.
Home is still the best! :D
Was really a great great experience man. Was really fun. (:
I feel so privilege to be able to serve as Hospi during this asia conference.

ANYWAY 23rd Nov is my 5th ANNI in my beloved hoGc!
I gave customize with Thankyou cupcakes and Self made cards for all my leaders.
5th years of happiness
5th years of amazing people in my life
I am counting down.. 10 years..20 years..50years.. my whole life!
Lets run this race together! :D
The future is amazing.

This wed is CCH CAMP! && MY cousin Matthew is coming.
I AM SO EXCITED I TELL YOU! :D

later going meet elaine, fungqi to plan camp stuffs.

I love my life.
LIFE IS SO EXCITING EVERyday! :D
Anyway Light of the City by CHC is so niceee!
Thank you Suling for sending! Loving the songs.

photo

2008-11-18T14:23:00.000+08:00

oh crap. i feeling super sick now.
i just slept for 12 hours! oh man. i need to get well like now! :D

goning to take my medicine and go to expo to meet the rest of the hospi pple (:
going be amamzing.
after this week we going to learn so so so much.
i am super excited :D

ytd lesson on html and photo taking.. took some pictures. (:

STRETCH!

2008-11-16T01:28:00.000+08:00

i am so so so excited for next week.
a week of stretching man! i think after next week i will breakthrough in a whole new level. :D
packed from mon to sunday already, but it is gonna be great!

Today was on hospi, was great (:
Doing with michelle, huimin & davis came later
i learn so much today by observing.
Pastors really love us alot and it just amazes me how much they love us.
I love my Psts man! Indeed a privilege to be in hoGc.

Service was great, Real Man!
Take responsibility! Awesome.
After service, helped prepared dinner and went Chc expo

I rush down to meet Jieru, Joyce, Huimin, Felicia
Caught them at the traffic light then we headed down.
Met the ChC person and she brought us around expo and all the rooms.
then we learnt alot about their hospitality team
Saw alot of ChC Psts.

While we going off, we saw Pst How & Pst Lia.
That's the best part. (:
Then Pst How said some things and again i felt so loved and privilege.
I think it is a privilege to be in this team and be able to serve and get exposure.
Learning how things work in a church of 24000.

Next week going be packed.
But is going be great.
I am so so so so excited. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Next week is so significant.
23 Nov is my 5th year anni.
I am awaiting that day..

I can't sleep just thinking.. hahahaha
tomorrow going be awesomeeeeeeeeee

I LOVE MY LIFE A MILLIONS TIME! :D

Growth

2008-11-13T23:57:00.000+08:00

Deuteronomy 1:21
21 Look, the LORD your God has set the land before you; go up and possess it, as the LORD God of your fathers has spoken to you; do not fear or be discouraged.’

I am so excited, growth is coming!

I see 50! I hear 50! I speak of 50! I think of 50! I dream of 50! I have faith to hit 50!

50 is here! Let’s prepare for the growth! - Xiao Yu

I always find it a privilege to be doing i am doing.
Awesome leaders & Psts!

It is time to sow and reap. (:
2 Corinthians 9:6
[ The Cheerful Giver ] But this I say: He who sows sparingly will also reap sparingly, and he who sows bountifully will also reap bountifully.

Lets sow bountifully!

The future is amazing..

freedom

2008-11-11T23:48:00.000+08:00

Freedom for O levels people (:
So happy for them.

Just looking at the bird, it feels like a picture of freedom.
True freedom is choice.

Not obligated by circumstances or addiction, freedom is the power of choice.

:D

i love my life.
i feel so thankful
so many people to thank.

The future is AMAZING!

i love Pst Kong!

2008-11-08T23:47:00.000+08:00

The role model of my life. (:
My inspiration, motivation.
I just want to be like her everything.
I want to imitate them.

Thank you for believing in me all the time.
I never a day fail to feel privilege (:
I love you!

Sometimes, we just need to say Thank you.
A heart of gratitude.
I can't understand why people can be not thankful to people who sown in their lives, go in their own way thinking they are higher than others?

People who just want to consume, not give.
Want all the blessing, but don't want to sacrifice, not willing to pay the price.
I must never be like that.

Weekends has been such a blast.
I learn to treasure what i have even more.
People that are so dear to my life.
People who has love, sown, believe in me.

I think many a times why we can grow is because we have people that believe in us.
The love that believes.
It is really powerful (:
Loves makes you motivated.

I am so privilege to have great great awesome people in my life
I thank God for placing these people.
Their believe and constant encouragement make me grow. (:

Pastor Kong has been awesome!
We just love him man. (:
No wonder he owns the biggest church of 24000 members in singapore and 45000 all across.
We feel so connected just to listen to him.
Same God, Same DNA, Same value system, Same Convictions

Coming home, sat beside Angeline(spell wrong). :D
She is really cute, she copies every i do! so cuteeeeeee.
Love her man (: She going see this post!

some terrorist. be careful...

some photo taken on friday! :D
big bullys, they bully me all the time

my non-bimbo friend. HAHA :D

blast

2008-11-06T15:10:00.000+08:00

this week have been a blast for me.
might have been the week of the year (:
i am very happily tired!

monday night went mae ann house to stay with the cch teachers
we had meeeting till 230am or 3 before sleeping.
here is some pictures..

it was really fun, before we had meeeting
they was sharing ghost stories then close all the lights
then everybody shouted. was really fun, you just got to be there!
woke up at 5am then went powerhouse.
me, yolanda, jolie sat on Martin car while the rest on fabian car
help out until 720am then went sch with mattheus.

Nick Vujicic service WAS AWESOME
i am very privilege to be on hospitality and saw him and his team
he is such an amazing man! no self pity but full of faith
something he shared was powerful yesterday.

sometimes we find we are disable in someway or rather
the word of God says GO
if you add all up = GOD IS ABLE!

everything was awesome yesterday
michelle & bf came. so happy for them (:
Pst How said everything was great & he thank us and ask us to rest then get ready for PSt Kong!
i just love my Psts, no matter how tired are they, they still think for us first
what a privilege to be in this awesome team.

cab with honghwee & elgin home yesterday
we left about 130am, reached home at 150am (:
i coma-ed.

I LOVE MY LIFE
I WON'T EXCHANGE WITH ANYBODY
I FOUND MY DESTINY & PURPOSE
;DDDDDDDDDDD

how can i not be happy with such amazing people?

Nick Vujicic!

2008-11-03T22:10:00.000+08:00

Everyone says HI to Nick Vujicic.
Tomorrow we will all be meeting him share his life story!
Join me will you? Just leave me a msg, i be more than glad!

I am packing to meet Xiao Yu now :D
We are all going Mae Ann house to stay over! Weeeeeeee
going learn so much tonight!

Life is great and meaningful.
(:
How about yours?

2008-11-03T15:36:00.000+08:00

stop staring at me!
hahahhahaha. okay, wells i know. (:
tmr is Nick Vujicic and i going help usher after school.
i am so excited.

Hillsongs kids song!

Maybe it's a little bit crazy to believe in what I cannot see
Maybe it's a little bit crazy that my best friend is my Saviour
Maybe it's a little bit crazy that a King would give His life for me
Maybe it's a little bit crazy but I've heard much stranger

Jump up and down
Jump up and down, HEY!
I don't care what people say
Jump up and down
Jump up and down, HEY!
I gonna shout it out
I believe in Jesus :D

awesome

2008-11-02T13:27:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Yonghui!
The card just look amazing, alot of hard work from Suling & Jonathan.
Cheeeeeers. :D
Choir is going to sing in december after everyone is back from Exams! :D

YAY. CCH is so fun today.
was great man! cannot be expressed in words.

I just love my life.
NICK VUJICIC IS COMING.
1 in a lifetime! EVERYONE COME!

He has a inspiration life story to share!
NO hands No LEg, No limits!! :D
If you miss it, you really miss it.

cats

2008-10-31T17:20:00.000+08:00

Saw this picture at Bell's blog.
Title under - Cat Hater.
Was really funny.

Oh man, crap.
I going blog more later!
((((((:

PP.

2008-10-30T01:11:00.000+08:00

PP comments. (:
Should be approved, i hope!
Presentation was fun, was abit nervous but then i was prepared.

Life is great.

Nick Vujicic is coming next week, cant be missed! Join me everyone :DDDDDDD

He has no hands or legs, but living a great life, come listen to him share :DDDDDD
Be inspired.

Breakthrough is coming
IT is easy.
4th dimension

pretty 1 week holiday

2008-10-29T00:22:00.000+08:00

not ghost story! at my cousin house, everyone slept early!

1 week holiday just started. tomorrow is already wednesday, more holidays please!
anyway, tomorrow is PP presentation. I need to do well. going to prepare my script tomorrow. (:

great day yesterday, spend at my cousin house.
i just love my cousins and spending time with them
their purity in them is just amazing.

weekends are a big blast!
CCH is really fun. The kids are amazing esp when they are praying
their love & purity in them.
how kids can do great things for God too.

The love that believes..
sat in meetings with Mae Ann and as she talk about the lives of the kids just amazed me.
Loving people means believing in them.
Seeing the Gem in people.

so many feelings.
i am awaiting for the breakthroughs!
IT IS EASY!

i am listening to Pst Lia's sermon about unlawful hunger, oh i miss them!
(((((((:

going to do my QT!

The future is amazing :D

i love my life! :D

2008-10-25T03:32:00.000+08:00

went to one of Adam Khoo seminar just now.
yes, although i know alot people don't really like him, but there is always something to learn.
i think it was really great, i learn alot of stuffs.
knowledge is indeed power, now is financial crisis
it is great opportunities for some yet some crisis for some
you decide (:
it is time for me to invest more in myself by reading & building on the foundations n fundamentals.

Martin Luther - Faith is a living, daring confidence in God's grace, so sure and certain that a man could stake his life on it a thousand times.

I need to have more faith.
No longer head knowledge, is heart knowledge

Just had a nice quiet time.
My future is decided.

People ask why and how?
It is time to ask why not and what if :D
That was what Pst's preach awhile ago.

The future is build in the now!

Tomorrow i am on for CCH for the first time, i am so excited!
Going to read and familiarize with the action plan (:

My Hero & Spiritual Parents (:
Going to miss them for 2 weeks while they are in London!
I feel so privilege to be able to serve them.
Seeing them just inspires and motivates me.
Their love for people without any motives.
Their care, concern, teachings over my life have changed me.

My life could not be better without them (:
I love you all!
There will be more photos next post! :D
More exciting

Giants

2008-10-23T23:12:00.000+08:00

Quotes from the show: Never give up. Never back down. Never lose faith.

In life, there are many giants.
Don't escape, be a person who can overcome.

"We are what we do repeatedly do. Excellence then is not an act, but a habit.' - Aristotle.

Read books today, found a few good quotes.
It is pretty amazing to see how different people reacts.

Did a powerful quiet time today, God is amazing.
My future is decided.
Everything is falling just in place.

I was reading the book by Phil Pringle, what he said was really right.
I need to grow more in the spirit!
Just like what Pst Lia preached, Spirits make man! (:

i miss my pst!

i love weds (:

2008-10-22T19:44:00.000+08:00

oh yes, wednesday again!
woke up early in the morning to go over to grandma house to bring her out to meet my mum and go lunch together (:
we went all the way to woodlands from jalan kayu, was pretty great spending time with them.
send grandma house after that and slept at uncle's hse for awhile before going off.

ate this just now.
had so much food in my stomach now. :D
next week having holidays & i am really excited!

i need to finish my PP asap. Presentation is next week.
i going to do more reading later
going to do a quality QT to get charged up

i am awaiting nov.. (:

thoughts

2008-10-21T00:20:00.000+08:00

happy monday!
O levels people started on their papers already, good luck guys!
You can do it (:

school been great, html was kind of messy today.
overall, it was good.
trcc-ed after school with jenifer, caiwei, jynn, suetmay, ginny (:
happy birthday ginny!

went to work.
i took alot of nice pictures.
ask me & i will show you! hahahhs.
probably i would get killed by then.

anyway i miss Pst!
i can't for them to be back and share with us all the amazing stories over in London!

life's amazing. i love mine, do you?
CCH is going be great, i believe i would grow alot there (:
just finish reading through the plans & email

The measure of your life is not the duration but it's donation.

it is not how long you live it, is how you live it.

This two quotes by Winston Churchill

amazed

2008-10-20T08:57:00.000+08:00

Speechless.
Everything is falling into place
Just when i felt that i needed a breakthrough
Looking forwards for the exciting things coming up, i can't wait (:

This weekend is such a significance day for me.
-hospitality sked (:
-brand new cafe experience
-powerful message about The Bank of God
-membership day
-blessing
-officially into cch

Anyway, since Pastors went to London. i am going to miss them
Charleston preached today! was just like Pastor How
so anointed. i learn so much today.

Just now had a great meeting with Mae Ann & Charleston
I am so amazed.
What a privilege to be on this team serving.
Just want to thank Pastors & my leaders for giving me this chance
I believe it will be great!

Also had a meeting with honghwee and jiaxin
I just want to say thank you for everything (:

Sometimes looking at all the things, i am really thankful to God, Pastors and my leaders
I have the best Pastors & it is a joy, honor and privilege to be able to serve them.
Their love & care over my life make me even want to serve them more.
They are amazing people (:
They do not just talk the talk, but they do it.
There is just this fire in them, this passion & love for people without any motive, whenever you are near them you will get so inspired.
You can never find this elsewhere
People who sown into your life without wanting anything from you.

I just want to be like them.
Totally.
i want to imitate them, their passion, their convictions

i am feeling so many things at the same time
excited for serv with Pastor Kong & Nick Vujicic! :D
What a privilege to be on for hospi and be able to serve them.

i am so thankful for my life.

Worthy
You alone are Worthy
Nothing can compare to You

there is school tomorrow.
it is going be great, my fav module
(:

I'm yours for life.

2008-10-19T02:15:00.000+08:00

Today by CCC

NO MORE RUNNING WILD
I’M YOURS FOR LIFE
WELL YOU GOT ME HERE
WELL YOU GOT ME
I HEAR YOUR CALL TONIGHT
YOUR HEART IS MINE
WELL YOU GOT ME HERE
WELL YOU GOT ME

i love the lyrics of this song so much (:
oh man, today was simply great

went church early for CG, was really fun
more than that i felt that it is time to plan and 4D
after that ate and hung out with CG until service starts

i love the songs today, more than that the presence of God is so strong
Pst showed the video of Pst Ma again.
i think the video is so annionted, everytime i see i would just tear..
sometimes it is really not what you have, is who you are.

when everything fade away, it is the inside that keeps you going..
i am excited for the future
i know i am not perfect, too far from it
but all things are possible, i am in my maker's hand.

after service met Jieru!
receiving the sked was one of the happiest thing today
because i am doing hospi for Pst Kong and Nick Vujicic!
What a huge privilege to be able to be in this team.
Even though i might just be doing a small part, i just wanna contribute that small part. I am excited! :D

Oh yes, Today is Jieru's Birthday!
Happy Birthday Jieru! (:
Thank you for all the things you have done in my life.
All the chances you gave me and all the things that you have sown in my life.
It has been just a great privilege to be in this team to serve Pastors & leaders with you.
I would always remember the debriefs after hospi, those time where i will really learn so much from you.
Once again, Thank you :D
Enjoy yourself in London!

had a great choir meeting just now
loads of fun.
i am excited seriously! weeeeeeeeeeeeee

anyway, this is the cool drink i brought. it is so nice.
it is from a jap store in school, so was walking with jynn and we saw it.
was really cool. oh i am craving for it!

no more running wild
I'm Yours for life (:

my house gone.

2008-10-16T23:29:00.000+08:00

my house is officially gone.. :(

just a short post before i go and continue my work stuffs.
my house in a mess like you can on top, doing renovation.
so many limitations. oh man, i need wear slippers due to the dirts at home
crap, i am wake awake and yet very tired. long day tomorrow again..

can't wake up in the morning but i dragged myself to school :D
met RPnygeN for 2nd meeting for phototaking for the LONDON ONE TRIP.

supposed to meet jolie to go for Pst Ma Cremation Service at Mandai but waited for almost 30min but was too late so end up din do =(
then went amk awhile then go work.
was really tiring i guess, but sometimes you just got to do what you need to do

been reading alot recently, i guess it is time for me to build a strong foundation
i am excited for things coming up.

yes, i'll be in children church (:
so now my ministries are hospi, children church & choir.
i can do it.
Please God, Serve People (:
i will miss cafe, it seems so exciting now.

oh, just now checking grades
so so so angry
my Web Mutlimedia, i heard the faci saying we no need to upload
and i get a C. Man, i should get a A
that day my team present is all my work.
i feel cheated. =(

i want to go back to the basics.
back to my first love
i wan more more more of Him.

i will fly
fly along with you..

some thoughts

2008-10-16T01:26:00.000+08:00

i love wednesday (:
catch up some time with my bed and spend some time reading
did some work and i finish my PP poster in 1hour plus
so proud of myself, quality time!

oh yes, today i went to Pst Ma wake again with the rest of the CG
met weijie, gordon all at Yishun interchange & headed to Serangoon and met Nicholas and Honghwee all.
Today has much more people, during the service by CHC it was so packed.
i think easily more than 200 or more people, you can't even see at the side.

The video was most powerful, i teared and was tremendously touched.
She was a lady, although not very iterate, can't really read
but she just love God and his word
seeing how she memorise verses using pictures was powerful
if some of you all don't know, she was totally healed of cancer!

i still remembered when she was diagnose with cancer, the whole church prayed together
after a few weeks, she went for checkup and TOTALLY HEALED
she would always same the same thing, praise God praise God
seeing the video, makes me want to treasure life.

it is not how long you live, is how you live your life
i want to live my life to the fullest
i want to make a difference in my life
i want be in the world, but not of the world
i want to live for others

The two greatest day is the day you are born and the day you find out why you are born.

speechless.
i feel so blessed
i love my life a 100%

without limit

2008-10-15T02:10:00.000+08:00

just came back from Pst's Ma wake.
i think today alot people went, more than 100+ people
i heard yesterday got near 250 pple at night.
i think majority all our own people
i think it is not just how you start, is how you end.
we all know she is going heaven (:
i mean, she is truly blessed to have Pastors as her children
i still remember seeing her just a few months back
tomorrow i think i be going there again.

at the end of the day, do you know where you are going after you die?
are you happy now?
what are you living for?
what is your convictions in life?
is there anything that you will stand up even it cost you everything?

maybe different people have different ways & methods
but i def found mine in Christ
God has changed and make me a much happier person
my life will never be the same without God
my family is so much closer now

I thank God for everything
I am truly blessed with great Pastors and church
A place where i can call home
A place where friends are really forever (5years and counting)

Nick Vujicic is coming!
He is born without hands and legs
and yet, he is making a difference and changing lives
if he can do it, you sure can!
come listen to him share his life story.. i will be glad you come with me :D

WITHOUT LIMBS, WITHOUT LIMITS (:

100th Post

2008-10-09T22:15:00.000+08:00

Thats Obama for you!

Oh man, i have been reading over the Presidential election of US!
i support Obama! (: you must watch the debate over Obama and McCain!
It was really very interesting and whats more their thinking skills and also how they can shoot back instantly.

Although i wish Hillary Clinton could be the Vice President, but is too late
maybe she is too powerful, 18million supporters.
her speech is really good too. she is a powerful lady.

some funny pictures of Clinton i found on google when finding her pictures.

back to Singapore, i love my country
Singapore came out to be the 5th most competitive country all over the world
Few more years when the IR comes out, it is going be exciting

I can't wait to grow up & at the same time i must enjoy what i am doing now.
i must read more, had been reading more recently

oh well, i am sick for a few days already
still having fever =(
but i slept alot, alot i promise..

i am looking forward to weekends, hospi! (:
membership class! YAY

i love my life totally, i going to buy alarm clock soon.
yes yes.
:D

(:

2008-10-07T00:37:00.000+08:00

michelle yao just show me a video, i saw this by the same group
must watch, they can sing real well (:

anyway just bathe finish, jus came home from choir meeting.
was cool, but as it draws nearer to 12am, everyone started to zone off.
was really funny (:

this week is going be super packed, but i am loving every part of it
time to stretch & expand!

greater growth is coming..
i am excited!

i need a big alarm clock, any kind soul? hahaha
i neeed to buy like 10 alarm clock. tsk.

school tomorrow (:
& i am youtube-ing now. hahhs

what lies inside you

2008-10-04T01:36:00.000+08:00

what lies before you &
what lies in the future
is not as important
as what is within us (:

it is time to build on the inside
spirits make man!
title & position will never make you
the title follows what is on your inside

have been reading alot recently
spending hours of reading today too
oh yes, tmr is weekend :D
CIC class tomorrow, going to be great!

i am not worried for the future
i am looking forward
i am running towards it

give me awhile more, i will figure out what i really want
i will put aside things i don't want
i need to focus & run
it is going be easy!

steamboat

2008-10-01T23:34:00.000+08:00

busying watching movie

food is here..

food is gone

shujun plate, random :D

today is simply amazing, one of the best day (:
woke up 6/7plus to go market with my mother to buy the food for steamboat
was amazing, it was as if the market was hers.
everyone knew her, so she ordered first before heading to breakfast
after that we simply take the food and go home

went home start cutting veg, prepare the soup and everything until 11plus
rested awhile then my mum cook fried rice, cause scare they not full
was really long since i go market or really help out. must do more :D

when they reach my house, since i stay at 2nd level, they shouted "carol, carol.."
my mum said.. your friends come already, i can hear. HAHAHAHAHA
honghwee sweet john zhiwei shujun weimin bell all came over, there should be more actually. hahahaha.
anyway was really fun, my brother join in to eat as well
it feels so family, just like those reunion dinner over CNY

after we ate finish, i was suppose to clean everything
but having very very nice friends, they helped out too (:
weimin and bell wash EVERYTHING
jonathan helped mop the floor
i just dry the floor and clean the plates
where can you find these type of friends? only hoGc lah (:

my mum was super impressed, since it was first time so many people came
jonathan even make a very nice card to thank my mum
bell wrote the words in chinese, was funny cause we were all lousy at chinese
oh yeah, so much fun

watch click dvd, all laugh like mad.
they went to arcade and lan after that, i stayed at home to do some work
then dad drove company car back, so go out for dinner
and then to ntuc to buy groceries, was fun

family day today (:
biological and spiritual family
weeeeeee, i am loving it
so contented, things are going up up up up.

steamboat

2008-09-30T23:26:00.000+08:00

so excited for steamboat
everybody coming my house for steamboat lunch tmr (:
weeeeee, i am excited
so unexpected my mum would allow and more than that she volunteer to help them buy the food. it is going to be great!

i shall post pictures tomorrow, excited.
tmr i shall wake up early to go market since a super long time

oh yeah, totally nothing much.
read books, news etc
read a book by Donald Trupm & Robert Kiyosaki
was amazing man (:

Thoughts - Actions - Results
It is time to change your thoughts pattern
for as a man think in his heart, so is he
new breakthrough, but first you need to able to think and believe it

Faith
Conviction
Character
Motivation
Fight

i love my life, do you? :D

sunday

2008-09-28T20:03:00.000+08:00

this is how my cousin look when he is angry! hahhs

i realize weekends always passes so fast. :D
oh i love weekends, always the highlight of the weeek
oh man, it is so exciting
compared to school & work on weekdays. argh.

yesterday was on hospi. i'm loving it!
went for CG at 11am then left at 12pm to go for duty
anyway Nicholas shared with us something very powerful about Faith
we all knew it alot of times in our head because everyweek and everyone is so positive and so encouraging.
but sometimes it does not goes down to our heart, so we hold back

things got to be different already
why not we change the way we do things..
what if only we have done that..

so many things is coming in place, i am excited!
yesterday sermon was great, the back part was really powerful.
you just got to be there (:
after service, we had F1!
oh yea, we got live screening in big screen
there is tamiya racing in big tracks, guitar hero, psp, xbox, bored games
there is this bone game which is super fun (:

watching F1 with popcorn and drinks with great pple ard you, cant life be better (:
oh man, it is about 11pm and it seems so early. just like the beginning.

woke up early today, went for customer service training with Jianming.
was real powerful, everything is going UP to a whole new level
going to email Jieru later about my thoughts and ideas (:

this is how we do life
new season, new growth
change & breakthrough

setting my feets in Your ways
beholding You face to face
unfailing love that surrounds me
You're the love of my life
serving You for all eternity (:

fight

2008-09-26T01:12:00.000+08:00

just finish my qt. now is 1:13am
got school at 830am. oh mans.

this is a season i need to run & accelerate
everything needs to be fast
i need to attack life! attack all the problems
be bigger than our problems.

just remb what Pst talk about attacking life.
everyday is like a fight
winning battles daily help us win the war (:

i can do it, i got Him (:
hahahaha. weekend is coming
going be so exciting man.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeee
watching F1 in the coolest place, join me?
big screen, xbox, guitar hero, wifi, popcorns & many more!

this is my desire to honor You;
with all my heart

chalet

2008-09-24T23:18:00.000+08:00

This event is happening this weekend, join me will you! (:
tell me if you are keen, i would be glad

yes. zone chalet was really fun!
oh we left school about 5pm yesterday after UT but it was a really long journey and we only reach the chalet about 8plus.
but is was worth it la (:
i don't have all the photos, shall post it once i had.

met a couple of new friends yesterday from RP.
realize that RP have alot of good people. hahahaha.
random. i know :D

after eating abit, went to explore around
went to kids corner with michelle, rena & jiayi
played there even though it is only for 7years & below kids
had a fun time there though & chatted alot about RP life.
was fun man, enjoying aircon

alot people came! more than 100 people i think
the photo all with jonathan. hahahhs
after awhile they left and a few of us went cycling around the whole chalet
back to chalet and we played guitar talk etc
they brought ps2, xbox & guitar hero it was really cool

yes, it was so fun
Roy and gordon played Jay chow, simple plan, maroon 5 songs and alot more
oh yes, gordon played bleeding love. hahahhs. oh man
then after that me and mattheus played songs after songs
then we started to play glorified & heart of a servant
was really powerful and it went on for about 2 hours.
can really feel the presence so strongly, so sweet (:

could not sleep as i felt so sticky but too lazy to bathe
so i went off 5plus in the morning with seokpeng
then drag mattheus to go school with us and i think he reached school about 7plus
reached home at 7am. wonderful bed (:
i rested enough after a sleepless night.
really love hanging out like that.

yes. how can life be more exciting with such great friends & buddies for life!
i love my life
i have a great biological family & spiritual family
i've found a purpose and a reason to live

school tomorrow, i need to be more discipline! yes!
should work harder to Ace tmr module too (:

goodnights &byes

i love my life

2008-09-23T00:08:00.000+08:00

anyway today is a fruitful day (:
managed to do alot of things and followed my timetable. weee
there is test tomorrow, shall study ltr

i am excied for this week, many packed events
oh yes, chalet tomorrow.
i going to stay over & i haven tell my parents.
but being such a nice daughter, they will sure allow i am sure!
going to catch up with alot of people
so busy with work and i really miss alot of people

just need awhile more time, i will know what i want
stucked in between. oh man, it feel terrible

saw a couple of people today, i thought of people of localglobal (:
people like Janice, she is amazing. you should meet her. hahahhhs.
i don't why i am so impressed.

i am impressed easily by the intangibles
things from the heart
things with no underlying meaning
things that is so pure
thats explains why i love kids so much
oh i miss my cousins (:

my cute lil sean started school
heard alot of stories about it.
he is a real goodboy, i always bring him out for a walk and feed him food!
thats why they love me? hahahahaha. i am jus kidding

rpgen meet at e3 today during 2nd break
was powerful, you just got to be there to know & feel it
WOW. amazed.
it is times where you will feel such a peace & joy inside you
knowing all things will turn out well
& more growth is coming (:
lifes will never be the same.

goodnight & loves
shall try blog at chalet tmr :D

new season

2008-09-22T00:23:00.001+08:00

i want to change new blogskins! should go and install my photoshop again
weekends are awesome. Pst Lia is always my Pst Lia (:
whenever i see her, there is this special connection
i will just get so motivated and inspired for life all over again
back to the basics, back to your first love..

i am really happy about school (:
so happy about the grades.
i told myself this sem i going to work harder
for these 3weeks, i did it
All As,Bs & 2 days that i din go.
my professional profiling is approved too
i will make sure this will continue, more hardwork
i going get up early too!

i must live my life well :D
should go plan my timetable later
zone chalet this week & F1 screeening too. exciting man?
life could never be more exciting.

beyond the outside, the nice clothes or expansive accessories
who are you in the inside?
i am glad to say, my joy & happiness is from the inside
thats why it will last, you will never see me EMO
i will get up very fast, i got my source of energy

this week is going to be great i promise
i must love routines, love the mundane, love life

oh yes, i am going be a member of hoGc officially, i am 18! (:
met Nicholas today while he shared with us. exciting man!
going to fill up the form and go for CIC classes
anyway, we celebrated Charleston birthday after service
like 100 pple gather outside admin office to give him the different presents & cards
also the leaders brought him petrol vouchers. was fun man

okay, gotta do some work now
goodnight & loves

new season, new growth
new increase, new influence
give me the right spirit..
Spirit make Man (:
is not what you have, is WHO you are

inside determines outside

2008-09-21T01:30:00.000+08:00

what a amazing sat (:
although i feel there is alot noise inside of me deep down
but i knows everything is starting to fall in place
i am excited to see the full picture of my life

anyway today is wonderful
SPIRIT MAKES MAN
what is in the inside, will determine what will be on the outside

is never about what you are.. is about WHO you are
no point being the prettiest or most handsome
no point being the cleverest or most educated
no point being the person with most friends or most attention

is about the inside, the substance
Who are you in private, will show in the public

keep building the inside..
character (:

knowledge can be learn, convictions cannot
skills can be learn, character cannot
you can learn to give, you cannot learn love

The future's amazing...MAN, i am excited! are you?

i can't smile without you

2008-09-20T00:33:00.000+08:00

You know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
Im finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what Im going through
I just can't smile without you

You came along just like a song
And brighten my day
Who would of believed that you where part of a dream
Now it all seems light years away

listening to this old song now.. hahhs. crap
yay, weekend is here.
i am on top of the world again (:
weeeeeeeeeeeeeee

i can't smile without YOU! :D

wide awake

2008-09-19T01:25:00.000+08:00

just woke up not long ago. yes now is 1:26am (:
just finish doing some school work & get my timetable up.
finish reading all the daily updates.
been catching on to news like AIG, Lehman, Us Elections
was rather cool to know what is happening in other parts of the world

i going continue reading & do my QT soon
i just can't wait for weekends to come again
YAY! (:

anyway happy birthday Charleston! (:
you've been such a awesome leader and inspiration to me
you have already make history by your testimony
leading 400 people by 20years old & 1000 by 21years old.
more than that, thank you for all your encouragement through out the years
such privilege to be from the Northbrooks Revival
sms him yesterday and he replied this morning, towards 1400! :D

life's exciting
no time to emo. hahhs.
it can never be more exciting
i got the best people with me & in my life
my life has a amazing destiny & future
i have found my purpose in life
i live for the greatest cause
its all about others.

eyes has not seen
ears has not heard
what my God has installed for those who love Him

food!

2008-09-18T00:02:00.000+08:00

after hours of reading on news today, did some work
rested completely (:
i am a happy girl! hahahhs.

met susan and we ate swensens & haagen dazs ice cream
weeeee. good food man.
i need some exercise! hahahaha.

going do my quiet time, bye!

reported,
Carol :D

i love weds (:

2008-09-17T12:27:00.000+08:00

yes i am wide awake now after a long nap (:
i love wed as there is no school. i can do much things today!
i going read & do productive things today. going be exciting
i shall plan laterrrrr (=

yesterday morning suppose to meet jenifer & caiwei to go school
they were too early so i went myself.
school been great, so proud of myself
i should force myself to wake up earlier so i would get the present of -0.5 everyday

oh yes, yesterday was super irritating as i could not connect to the internet due to the breakdown of rpguest. called the ithelpdesk but they were too slow.
lend Pam my mac charger, was funny because not alot pple uses mac in school.
so is easy as alot of our people uses mac, heard jolie uses mac too!

after school went to sent mooncake, suppose to go seminar but due to some silly reasons did not go and went home instead. on the way home brought a small cake for my maid as it was her birthday

oh yes, my mum is nice and brought her out to eat kfc as she likes it
then when i was back gave her the cake and sang a birthday song
she was so so touched, she told me she will always remember the day & the cake

inside of me feel so weird because it was really something so small
actually alot of times it is the smallest things that make the difference
but i am glad that she is happy, perhaps nobody celebrated for her b4
thank God, we remembered is her birthday. hahhs.

for me, i love cards (:
i kept all the cards people give me
esp people who has sown so much into my life
whenever i am sad, i would just read them and i will feel so encouraged
i have a stack of them. they are my treasure i tell you!

recently i have been thinking alot of the future
sometimes i feel afraid
too afraid that i get what i wanted & not get wad i wanted
there is pro & cons
so easy to say when we have nothing
but if we have everything, things and our perceptive will be different then
hmmmmm.

awwwww

2008-09-15T23:33:00.000+08:00

my beloved cousin, taken on sunday
my cousin is so cute man, he played with my macbook without me knowing.
kids are amazing, i just love them
there is this purity in them that is so precious
how you would know what they say is the truth, no need to guess

i just hate guessing underlying meaning
sometimes i felt i really cannot communicate with you
i believe you would agree, we will quarrel so easily
oh man, i really tried alot of times but it is so me to say what i shld not say

we jus cannot connect, i really don't know why
i dun have this problem with any other people so much
maybe is the expectation we have, different world
what we want is so different in life

there is just this wall in between us, transparent yet so thick
too thick that i am really speechless
different thoughts, different beliefs, different convictions

i know i can never be good enough or meet yr exception
but thankfully, through you i learn alot
at least it is so much clearer & i know i need to buck up
don't worry, i will do it no matter how hard it will be
i am just stucked in between now

sometimes i really want to help but i don't why it always don't work out
guess it would be really hard
deep inside me i just felt things should not be this way
but i really cannot feel safe or secure with you
i am really, really tired mentally

&&school tmr!
i still love my life
things & people that i put 1st and value would never change
i need a breakthrough soon

Growth is easy!
4th Dimension

We all need people to lean on

Lean on Me by Bill Withers:

Lean on me, when you're not strong
And I'll be your friend
I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long
'Til I'm gonna need
Somebody to lean on

you just call on me brother, when you need a hand
We all need somebody to lean on
I just might have a problem that YOU’LL understand
We all need somebody to lean on

SEX

2008-09-14T22:28:00.000+08:00

oh yes, i shall blog about SEX today.
oh man, don't worry i am okay. hahahhs.
interesting topic though

sex is such a beautiful thing within marriage
today service, pst was talking about sex!
everyone seems quiet, was quite funny. hahahhs.

Yes, virginity is a precious & priceless thing.

Virginity is the ONE THING you can give ONE TIME to ONE PERSON in ONE LIFETIME! (:

how cool man

a different generation
a generation that is pure & holy
a generation of great families
a generation of great character

listening to build to last now. byes!

school tmr, be early. (:

2008-09-14T11:59:00.000+08:00

hi everybody, my name is carol (:
i am 18 this year and i live an exciting life.
hhahas, crap!

past few days has been super exciting esp yesterday

The Ambassador of South Africa to Singapore came our church yesterday (:
She was a real powerful lady, she was in the same team with Nelson Mandela.

Nelson Mandela was involved fighting the civil rights and being the president of South Africa.

When she was talking, although we were at the top preparing stuffs.
She was really annionted, after sharing her testimony, people started getting saved.
Her life was already a testimony.
Yes, powerful powerful.

The dinner was awesome, Pst was very happy with it (:
& it was the first time we had so many people. so exciting
although everyone was really tired but it was so worth it
YAY, we served the ambassador, how cool!
she mention she loves the dinner & would come back for more!

okay, later is more exciting
Pst is going talk about the Glory of Virginity (:

i just love the things i do
success follows significance
the future is amazing!

23nov is my 5th anniversary, thinking what i shld do!
5th anni in my 2nd home (:
i'loving it!

2008-09-12T15:11:00.001+08:00

my team for today
oh man, doing html codes for so many hours. =(
anyway it is fun but very tedious. hahhas

oh man. i need more time to do reading!
weekend is exciting! post more later at night

hungry for foood now! weeeeeeee
i love my life!

weeekends is going be amazing. (:

reading

2008-09-09T23:02:00.000+08:00

just finish reading news from channelnewsasia (:
now reading Forbes. yes, time to read more.
oh actually it can be quite fun.

today was pretty amazing, i don't know why
recently always get blessed.
loads of clothes & stuffs.

i so excited for weekends!
jaselin & bf coming for serv on sun. weeeee
time to meet frank. ha ha ha. :D

goodbyes & loves
going to do more reading..

one life, one love
back to your first love today

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

9 Sept : Peck Hoon
Happy birthday! Was really fun hanging out and laughing tgt with you. You're so funny man! Lets run this race together! Hope you like the surprise.

10 Sept: Jan
Happy birthday Jan! Great being in the same cG. Keep going! (: love you!

10 Sept: Jynn
Happy Birthday Jynn. although we always say you MIM, we still love you! (: Enjoy your birthday and thanks for all the rides! HAHAHAAH. You're awesome!

Let go, let God

2008-09-09T00:06:00.000+08:00

was reading "Moving in the Spirit" by Phil Pringle.
it is really amazing. sometimes we should just let go.

LET GO, LET GOD

so many times, we just want to do things in our ways
it is time to let God, Let God. (:
just need to be still and trust.

i am really loving the song, heart of a servant/hati hamba
oh man, i love the lyrics.
been listening to it from sat to now.

behold you face to face(:
make me Your servant
my heart ever true

off to do QT now

goodbyes

2008-09-07T21:34:00.000+08:00

Sir Winston Churchill:

The two greatest days of your life is the day you are born & the day you know why you are born.

We make a living by what we get, but we make a life by what we give.

What are you living for today?

2008-09-07T01:20:00.001+08:00

was listening to the sermon Pst preach sometime back
Significance vs Success

sometimes is not how long you live
is how you live your life

life is not about it's duration
it is about is donation

AMAZED (:

blown away.
listening to heart of a servant now. it is really so annionted when Pst Lia & 41st day sang it today.
i always get so excited just to see Pst Lia, just want to be like her
i really love Saturday & Sundays.
thick thick presence of God.

i could just stay forever there & worship
never to take it for granted
i feel myself falling back to my first love
oh man, my heart's pounding. hahhas.

don't know how to express, there is this joy
this joy that you know everything is in your maker's hands
sometimes as i look back on my life, knowing it is all on path
looking at different people in my life, God always give me the best
i know my future is going be amazing

Pst How sermon was so in line with my thoughts recently
talking about seizing the opportunity, walking into our destiny
i really know what i want to do in the future..
walking step by step nearer.

was on hospi today (:
my highlight of the week ultimately
the joy able to serve Pastors & leaders
the thought of wondering what i am going to learn excite me

what a privilege to be on this team
i still get excited to go for duty
although i broke a plate today & the feeling was like..
still in a shocked mood, elgin & alvin helped me to clear it.

while seating and waiting to clear the other stuffs
Pst Lia called me pass me somethings & mention she read my blog sometimes
stunned. stunned how much our Pst would be interested in our lives

i feel so comfortable being around them
no need to worry how to perform to impress
it just reassure me & confirm my decision
i want to serve them all my life
i want to do my small lil part
i going to give them the best when i have the ability
the thoughts of seeing them putting others first amazed me each time
my dearest spiritual parents, my role model for life (:

my eyes set on You
in this race that i run
no longer my ways
let Your will be done
make me a servant
my heart's ever true

2008-09-05T12:04:00.000+08:00

yes, so free to blog because i did not go school today
well, i will motivate work harder this sem i promise.
i must be very productive today! hahaha.
read the newspaper just now, alot of countries is actually in a mess now.
guess no wonder the stocks are going down. hahhas

gotta do some work, then maybe i drop around town to buy some stuffs (:
i must do more reading today. woooo.

i am on for hospi again tmr! so happy!
being able to serve the best people, my spiritual parents (:
woohoo

tmr is sat! finally weekend again.
i feel fish back in water
church is where i really treasure alot
you no need to perform in church to belong
you just need to be yourself

these is something you cannot find in the world
great pple who love you for who you are and not what you are.
is getting really rare i promise.

just now my dad was telling me about virtual com next time
in the future they will insert some stuffs in the human body
then you can see stuffs using a special specs.
guess is cool & scary man
we shall see...

i am amazed
all i desire
a heart after You
make me assuredly yours

2008-09-04T22:27:00.001+08:00

new class today, oh i must say my class is super quiet
my group did not even talk after 3hours? was funny though
i feel so weird. but is okay, at least i know pple in class
pretty much attached with w65f, we gathered together alot today.

thanks to alton, for helping me configure my mac again
oh yes, thanks. he always help me with my mac. (:
sometimes is not what you know, is who you know.

feel weird without being in work, had been working during day time pass few weeks
oh yes, Janice msg me today saying the office is so quiet
she is really very nice i must say. just got a very different feeling.
met ina today bishan, was really funny man.

sometimes i wondered if i am in the right direction
i just really need someone to talk to NOW
really don't who i can talk to.
big mess now. i neeed to get on path

I CAN DO IT, it is easy!

just a lil more
jus work a lil harder
jus a lil further
jus a lil longer..

Rehovot! (:

amazing

2008-09-03T00:16:00.000+08:00

school is starting seriously soon, technically is tomorrow because it is already 12:16am now. mixed emotions, part of me is so excited of school, part of me feel like resting.
is okay, i going to work harder man.

work today morning, i was really struggling to stay awake.
went to the toilet a few times to wash my face. hahahaha.
lunch was fun, Janice drove me, parveen and ina to west point there for subway.
oh, of cos it was better than the kopitiam at the office there. (:
after that while supposedly going back to the office, Parveen said there was this place that has nice scenery so Janice drove us there and we got lost trying to come back.
it is just a very beautiful mountain, kind of cool.
don't get to see it in Singapore often.

i just to seat behind the car and see people expression when they drive.
i shall take up driving & buy a car soon
within this year i will be taking up driving already. (: cool man.

back to work, was quite okay.
normally work after lunch is better because we are full (:
food makes me excited, thats explains alot & also why i am in ministries that deals with FOOD. hohohoho

oh yes, i must mention Janice was so nice today.
since she is the boss, she can leave the office anytime she wants
she actually finish at 5:30pm, but i only finish at 6pm
then she was really so sick and the office was so cold and she come out of the office because she was so cold.
while walking back to the office from the toilet, then i saw her
then she mention actually she was waiting for me so that she can send me to national library since she is going there as well
so nice man, great talk in the long car journey (:

met Ivy after that, went for stocks seminar
actually this is the same one we went on sat. but wells, you can always learn different thing even though everything is same.
she was nice and acc me to eat dinner after the seminar
i think something amazing about her is that i realize her hunger for knowledge & i believe it will really bring her far
it will not shock me if i see her being the next millionaire in the future.
whenever i am with her, it forces and also inspire me to also have the hunger for knowledge. amazing man.

i thank God for placing the best people around me.
different season, i have different thing to learn from different people
it is time for growth (:

oh, i am so proud of myself
after i took my pay i gave $ to my parents.
although i can do alot with that, i will still give them even though i don't have alot
i always believe in starting early
if i cannot give a few hundreds, how can i give a few thousand next time?

The future is amazing!
.....
what if i can buy my own car using my own money by 21?
what if i can be a millionaire by 25?
what if i can be a worship leader?
what if my whole family can get saved?
what if i can use my life to change life?
what if i can use my money to help the poor & needy and bring a :) to them?

you never know if you never try.

if you want something you never had, do something you never done :D

goodbye & loves

2008-09-01T23:46:00.000+08:00

yesterday was really fun, doing hospi for Pst Tan!
i think after the debrief Jieru mention that all of us go up another level already.
so fun doing with jieru, joyce, huimin, elgin, davis, alvin, wendy (:
i was telling wendy i shall open in swiss bank in a few years time becos she is working there. hahaha (:
anyway to open a account there, you need at least a million dollars

life is exciting, sept is going be great. nov be amazing!!
shall blog more the next time.

too tireedd. school is starting and i haven got to rest a day yet.
but it is worth it, so worth it (:

i just reformatted my mac. looks the same though but cooler.
common, it is a mac!!

got to get my hands on some orange juice & food.
love life :D

2008-08-31T00:19:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sF84pIhP5UM

been listening this soon, really like her voice
esp when they sing the high harmony that part, nice nice.
oh, they say it is a emo song, no effect on me.
it only make me happier because is nice. crapppp

today service was powder-ful (:
Pst Lia is just Pst Lia! so inspire to be just like her
her spirituality, her skills, her love for the youth, her passion, her life, her everything.
what a joy and honor to have them in my life
they will always have a special place in my heart
can't imagine life without them

went comex and get my hands on the very long awaited 160gb harddisk
it cost only $89! backing up all the file now before i reformat my com
oh yeah! comex is pack packed..

went the chartnexus stocks seminar today
learn a couple of things, means more reading.
so so so much things to catch up, bursting already man. seriously.

after service, had a talk with honghwee to tell him about sometimes and also update him about what has been happening in my life. oh well! (:
hung out with cG, was fun man.

I PROCLAIM THAT PAYA LEBAR SINGPOST KOPITIAM IS OWNED BY US!
oh i am just kidding, but 90% is our pple
try touching anyone of us, you will get it :P
i think some outside pple were quite shock man
because like we normally celebrate birthday
then everybody will jus sing and clap along
if you never clap = not our pple
so 90% of the kopitiam will just clap. HAHAHAAH.
the strangers will just stare & laugh.

tmr i need wake up early! (:
Pst Tan is coming tmr & i be on hospi
i am so so so excited! hahahahaha
sept is going be so exciting okay!
actually feel like sleeping but after typing more energy!

i am so excited man! oh i love my life (:
woooooooooooooooooo

ONE LIFE, LIVE IT
DON'T JUST EXIST :D

2008-08-29T22:36:00.000+08:00

living rain, fall again
over my life, over our land
living rain, wash my heart again
open wide, heaven sky

come back, back to your first love

just a lil bit more..
it is going be easy *breathe hards*

going mad

2008-08-29T20:37:00.000+08:00

went toilet for about 10times already
seriously going mad soon
feel so so weak now, hands shaking.

need to settle some stuffs & sleep early today
just a lil more (:

tmr i might be going to get a 160gb ext harddrive
then going to stocks seminar again

tmr Pst Lia preaching, i am so so excited :D
sunday, Pst Tan coming! :D i going be on for hospi. YAY!
what a amazing weekend aheadddd. (:

i so loving the song. hahahahaa.
:D

&praying hard i will not sleeping in the toilet today =/

2008-08-29T00:05:00.001+08:00

got a revelation today man
it just got so into me man
it was as if God was shouting and waking me up
after much thoughts & reflection, everything falls right into place
it was so in line with what God spoke to me a few months back

it is building the foundation
it is a season of growth & molding
a season of learning & discipline
a season of fruitfulness

although i few so uneasy now, but i knw it is good for me
i just got to go through this season :D
it is going be easy

i am so thankful, i feel that every thing happen for a reason
my life is truly back on path
so so amazed how God speaks this time. oh man, he is God i am not
just gotta learn and wake up (:

different season of my life i meet different people
this season i just got to push myself very hard

oh, i am smiling like mad now.
containing the happiness in me
my future is in my creator hand
my best friend, someone i can confide 24/7, my savior, my lord & my heavenly father (:

oh, i listening to bleeding in love
don't know why i just love the song
i really like her voice. hahahaha (:
although the lyrics abit emo. but i am not emo
woo woo woo

I LOVE MY LIFE! DO YOU???

work work & more work

2008-08-28T10:23:00.000+08:00

woke up as usual at around 7.10am to go work.
very soon, my holidays will be up.
time to say byebye. hahaha

say HI to my new class w66L i guess.
oh man, weiling & jynn is in the same class as me.
i wonder who is my faci, i can't log in to the stupid leo!

after work, rush off to work.
oh man, i met cheepengpeng & hubby there
they were nice and help me.
presenting to them is funny cause normally is your teacher teach you. ha.
okay then Ivy presented alot of things to them
in the midst, some thoughts just got so into me
i been reflecting about it and still thinking.

oh man. last week sermon was the best man
Take leadership of your will
everyday i tell myself, Carol just a lil bit more!
It is easy, come work harder, go on go on..

sometimes things JUST don't turn up as you wanted
how i wish i have the power to turn things like that
but SADLY, i don't have.
only option now, change myself (:
never see things in this perceptive before

ytd as waiting for kianleng & sweet to come
i sat down at Macs to write what i have done in my life so far
In school, church, work. pretty alot of things compared to many people
but still so so far from my dreams
behind i wrote about my dreams, exciting can! :D
i better slap myself to wake up now.. WORK hard

i have the urge of praying & praying more.
the spiritual input & x factor
the special ingrediant that pushes me on and on..

kianleng & sweet came. super long never hang out like that with them
they are superb funny can.
we wanted to surprise honghwee on his birthday at 12am
cut the long story short it failed because he saw us.
was quite funny. we were bluffing him we were at home all these
then he came from behind. hahahaha. was funny luh.
so we ask him act surprise while we celebrate his birthday
it was already 1240am? hahahaha.
he scare we not enough money take cab, then he pass us 20bucks.
we din want to take, going to return him.

slept at 2 ytd. so today only woke up at 730am
hahaha. i going work now. bye!

Carol, you can do it
just a lil more
what if this lil more makes the difference
IT IS EASY :D

through the storms & raging seas
i know i will never be alone
though my hope seems out of sight
i know you will shine your light

2008-08-27T00:14:00.000+08:00

super full, back from a exploding meal eating jap food.
each person cost about $40plus.
was really nice.
the place was class & not alot people. (:
most of all they got fresh sashimi, steamboat, sushi and all the cookfood
super super nice and worth it can :DDDDD

oh. sleeping soon
i am enjoying & loving my life.
how are YOU?!

goodby & loves

monday red

2008-08-25T23:39:00.000+08:00

no monday blues today! today was pretty amazing :D
morning woke up late abit and wanted to settle some stuffs so end up late so i took a cab to office. IT COST LIKE $21! oh no.
work was okay.

the pretty card she drew. she even ask me how to spell i love you carol. so cute :D
my 4 year old pretty cousin called my house and ask for my hp
then she called me, clever right?
she did not went school today because she drop her dad car key in the lift so her dad was late and took cab to work then she stay at home. she was complaining she was lazy too.
so so so cute. just by listening to their voice makes me awake and SMILE widely!

today i go no million dollar smile. was sad can.
i am crazy seriously. crappp. that person was busy today. (:
very soon i cant see the person already. guess who! :P

after work, brought mel to medical check up (:
reached there 30mins earlier. sat there and wanted to read a book but was too noisy so i just slack and listen to my mp3. (:
mel is cool can, she is a specialist eye doctor in tan tock seng.
oh yeah, she told me that she brag about me to her brother
because her bro 19years old still at home doing nothing then she told him how much i have done. was funny man. the way she says it.

after that mel wan to thank me for bringing her so she wanted to treat me to drink. wanted to go swensens but fattening so we settle down at mac cafe.
i drank the double choc. was quite nice :D

ate the nice noodle & headed home.
suppose to have conference but nobody is calling
ohhhh. (: more coordination man.
anyways i loving my cG more :D
they are simply amazing.
although we make mistakes but there is just something special that we use each one strength to cover for each other weakness.
teamwork :D

i love the song you raise me up..

you raise me up so i can stand on mountains
you raise me up to walk on stormy seas
i am strong when i am on your shoulders
you raise me up to more than i can be

2008-08-24T23:39:00.000+08:00

think the flash is too bright!

What a great word from Pst How today! i really learn so much and it really is applicable to what i am going through right now man..

Take leadership of your will

How to take leadership of your will?
-Go a lil farther
-A lil longer
-Do a lil more

JUST A LIL MORE.
Being the best is simply abit better than the good or average

Take 3 words of your dictionary today:
Cannot, Impossible, Difficult

Actually right.. something interesting to take note

IMPOSSIBLE = I aM POSSIBLE!
hahahaha. even impossible is spelt as i am possible.
tell me what is impossible then? :D

Your creativity and abilities only comes when we don't take no as an answer.

Just do a lil more..
What if things might be things are different just by that bit?
Why not try a lil harder?

so so powerful. oh man.
celebration was a blast. what a place to belong.
so so so so proud to call this my home and my spiritual parents (:

Happy birthday Pst How!
You're simply amazing. :D
The many things that you've done throughout my life for the past 5 years.
Countless teachings, care, concern, love, encouragement, discipleship and many more
You have taught us how to have a great and godly family by leading by example.
I can recall countless times that you would always watch out for us, asking us to go home earlier, checking if we will get scolded, if we have eaten, hows is our family, how is our school, hows our future.
Truly, you are concern about every part and area of our lives.
Your life have been a inspiration to me & it is such a privilege to be able to serve you and Pst Lia.
I can't imagine my life without you all, it will never be the same.
Thank you for believing in us all these while and keep telling us it is possible when everyone look down on us! I love you loads!

To God, a heart of flame
To People, a heart of love
To Self, a heart of steel
- St Augustine

I need more discipline and leadership over my will.
I can do it.
It is easy.

My greatest honor will always be to serve my lord and King :D

ed hardy-ing

2008-08-23T23:07:00.000+08:00

yes, it is ED HARDY :DDDDDDDDDD
okay, i am crazy. but is too expansive. hahahaha :D
i shld find some nice soul to buy for me, just kidding. oh man!

morning went for the saxo hk stocks launch at pan pacific with ivy
was interesting, pick up a couple of things
the funnier thing was during break, there is refreshments
some uncle take the food enough for 3 meals. hahahaha. definitely singaporean (:
hongkong's stocks is indeed the way to go into china market
shall go do some read up later.

after that went shopping ard
ate the famous prawn noodle from suntec.
oh yes, i must mention. we sneak in into another internet business seminar to take drinks. only ivy drank, i was too innocent. hahaha.

suppose to meet jonathan and jason, oh but it was cancelled
so i went home to rest as i am really tired
woke up early from mon to sat. oh yea, work and more work

i miss hoGc (:
oh yea, tmr going be great
i believe the celebration going be fun
there is so so so many things. is so funny man
the videos, the marching, the skit, choir, band, orchestra, dance and more!

after dinner, went to walk ard and mum brought a shirt for me. it is really nice but abit ex.
i just merely mention i need formal clothes because nowadays got work & seminars and also in the future should have more.
she brought me 2 pants, 1 jacket, 2 shirts already? haha.
nice nice nice :D

oh yes, shujun is going call me sooon.
gonna rest, tmr no need to wake up so early! yay! :D

million dollar smile

2008-08-23T01:04:00.000+08:00

oh, i got another million dollar smile today :D
so attractive & captivating. hahahs. crap
i don't know what i am talking too.
i think is the x factor in some people
the x factor that attract people.
not the appearance but something from the inside.
so captivated man! dunno how to describe it to you, the joy.

today morning went Mac for breakfast with mum! ;D
she wake & pull me at 6plus
pull away my pillow, blanket and everything
man, being a nice daughter i went to eat with her (:
she is always so nice :D
can't imagine life without her, how much she have sown in my life
the many sacrifices she made for me & the family

then went to work, oh saw Ina again at bukit batok mrt. hahhs.
oh it is getting better i guess. nice nice.
i discovered some amazing things today. hahahaahs. crappp

my night's work is cancel, the happy me message yonghui straight to let him know i am coming for the run through in church. (:
reach here super late because it is really far you see, from the east to south or smth?
anyway, the performances prepared are so so so funny
the skit, videos, army, choir, band, dance that we prepared for Pastor How bdae
this sunday going be a blast man!
the army march was the funniest man, KS was really funny. hahahaa :D

haiya, i just love hoGc
thats where i can call my home :D
it is where i find my energy, motivation, strength, visions, dreams
it is where i get the best people that i will follow
it is not about the talk, is the action
almost no backstabbing, everyone is just so real, no pple wearing mask
such a pureness in the people
great spiritual parents who love, care, believe for who you are and not what you are.
you no need to perform in order to belong, just be yourself

whenever i step in, how sad i feel just by seeing the people i will cheer up
it is something special
it is the buzz, is the x factor
is the people, the leaders
the genuine-ness in people

so different from the working world i am sure luh! been working for so long
seen through & through.
they just look at the performance
no good= byebye
if you have no value add, they won't even bother about you
the world is realistic man. thats life

there sure be a new generation
a different breed of people that will be people orientated
people who care from the heart & not just words

i am so sick and tired of it
part of me just wanna stop, part of me wanna continue
i know it sounds paradox, but thats what i am feeling
common man, BE REAL!
i've heard enough

oh yes, back to the run through
choir singing you raise me up
i love the lyrics

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be :D

2008-08-21T22:06:00.000+08:00

Someone gave me a million dollar smile today :D
oh yes, joy can be contagious too
hang around positive people and get positive too
don't hang around negative people, sure die one.

sometimes i realize alot of singaporean including myself sometimes, we like to use the word DIE...
die already la..
tired until can die (lei shi le in chinese)
hungry until wanna die ( Er shi le in chinese)
& loads more

what you speak & choices you made sums up who you are
i wanna be positive so i can spread to people ard me (:

oh yes, daddy has been working overnight & he is addicted to play my Nintendo Ds
i realize everyone played more than me
my cousins play it, my brothers..
maybe i am not the games person, games don't really excite me for long.

just finished settle some work stuffs
gotta read more about stocks to get ready for sat class
or Ivy going to kill me again
must force myself to learn and learn

oh yes, i am so proud of myself
i was never late for work. i am early everyday
still got a few times got time to eat Mac first
i think i breakthrough in this area
keep doing what you are lousy at, soon you find it is easy already

loving the mundane
loving the process
loving the challenges

i am listening to red rain songs now.
it is simply awesome :D
i can't wait for Parachute new album too!
i be the first one to buy it! (:

loves & bye

2008-08-21T01:31:00.000+08:00

dropping on bed soon
just read a book on stocks
learning the basic.
oh yes, i learn about the capitalization and different type of stocks like warrants & options
more classes on sat again.

cant wait to grow up & old :D
work tmr.
gotta love what i am doing

:D

2008-08-20T22:45:00.001+08:00

my brother brought a pack of sweets for me!
oh, it is so nice.
his gf brought it for him and it is really nice luh.
but i din know where to buy it!
i am so happy. :D

hahaha. anyway, just for your info he don't always buy things for me
since young we were never close
we fought and fought when we younger.
think of it, quite silly though.

all grown up now, our relationship are much better as we communicate more :D
my smaller bro is lame man.
he is hiding under the table duno for wad reason
oh yea, he pass his chinese
me and my elder bro fail when we first took it, but i pass in the end
he's taking O level, better pray for him. (: he needs it

just now went work at bishan
oh, i saw Ivan, leon and a few other
Ivy is so lame and pull Ivan and wanted to disturb him
i did it to her norman too. haha. was funny
better not let her know my friends. (:

tmr got work and work. oh, it ends at 9 or 10pm
i rested enough today. (:

i really love my life
God is amazing

i going be a good girl to clean up my messy room! :D
i wish for longer holiday
oh man, i will miss w65F :D
sometimes i hope that friendship won't end after each sem
it is irritating man.
but it is RP.

THE UNIVERSE EXALTS IN WHO YOU ARE
THE STARS DECLARE YOUR WONDERS FAR AND WIDE
HOW MAJESTIC IS YOUR LOVE
THROUGHOUT MY LIFE

AND I WILL SING FOREVERMORE
I'M CAPTIVATED BY YOUR LOVE IN ME

2008-08-19T21:07:00.000+08:00

before i go into my lalaland.. i shall blogged for the sake of blogging.
last night, was at class chalet. reach there only at 730 due to work.
cheepengpeng and her hubby was there. hahaha :D
her hubby was so nice to start the fire for us even though his whole hand is still black after washing.

was raining on and off throughout.
so they decided to go in and gamble. the rest of us who are bored went to walk walk at ehub instead.
we went arcade.. was fun man going at 11plus. :D
after that we went mac to chat and hang out and back to chalet.
i remember cooking chicken wing with matt. oh it was so so fun.
then i went sleep i think, but i could still hear everything they were talking about
could not really sleep though. at 5plus was woke up due to them play true or dare

oh. most disgusting was that Matthew lick assari due to punishment.
lucky i did not join them. sleep is a better choice. :D

bathe already then went to work.
yes, i reach there early though so went for mac breakfast
then headed to work, on the way saw ina.

oh yes, more noises in the office as boss's back.
she really funny man, she can laugh until she tear easily

then parveen brought us to this fine dining indian restn for lunch
boss drove us there and was quite funny getting all the places mix up
oh, i just could not stop laughing. :D

back to work, we were all so so so full man
i nearly fall asleeep. OPPS
considering i did not really sleep so it was okay i guess.
did not sleep well for past few days.

oh, bus and trained with Ina after work. when i left the train she is still sleeping. oh yeah, i know Ina loves match.com. she would kill me if she see this :D

brought pheobe to medical checkup
at home now. so so tired.
wanted to watch destiny to love you but guess i got no strength :(

goodbye! LOVES :D

2008-08-17T22:05:00.000+08:00

i love my life (:

today was amazing.
41st day was powerful man! just gotta be there to know. :D
my heart broke to see Pst How injured.
so blessed to have such amazing Pst (:

aint no giant
gonna walk on my land
it is easy :D

tmr there class chalet, cant wait
a very packed week ahead. yes!

2008-08-16T23:57:00.000+08:00

woke up @ 7plus by my beloved cousin by a big hug. how sweet :D
got ready quickly and since my cousin going toa payoh for chinese lessons, my aunt brother send me to toa payoh mrt too. cause my aunt and uncle went to india to look at the place there as my uncle might be working there in the future.

trained to tanjiong pagar to amara hotel for the internet business class.
reached there like 9.15am, yes i am so early (:
the whole session was rather interesting because some parts of it i learn and tried before. things like adsense, adwords, ppc, affiliate marketing.

then went to Ivy office, they moving soon to orchard
they occupied the level and the design and everything was really very nice and classy.
oh yes, they have a very big organization too.
then headed to suntec for the investment fair.
pretty amazing, learn couple of things
alot of reading to be done as i don't really know anything about stocks yet.
learn the 5 types of wave in a stock.
was cool luh.

went cousin house, did not reach there early
so decided to bring my lil cousin to club house while i do some reading
then ate dinner.
wanted to swim but don't know why suddenly got bad cramps on my legs.
irritating, hope i can swim tmr instead (:

i am so excited for service tmr. been working alot recently
tomorrow morning there is Cg, exciting :D
going meet honghwee earlier to plan and go thru stuffs.
then got ministry whole day.

manys thoughts recently
thoughts about the future
thoughts about the dreams
thoughts about building this great house tgt

it is so easy to say seek first the kingdom, but how many can actually do it?
in all areas of your life
your time
your finances
your energy
your life
your everything

felt very frustrated about many things
but yet, i believe it is possible
4th dimension (:
just so encouraged about what Charleston said ytd
we are church builders :D
people who are willing to pay the price.

personally, it sometimes cost me alot
but at the end of the day it is all worth it
more than hardwork is heart work.
the tremendous joy, love, faith that is oozing out each time

i just love what i am doing
count the price but;
be faithful till the end, till death

future's amazing. (:

2008-08-15T22:11:00.000+08:00

was having work, more awake after lunch because i had food! :D
& drank ice coffee to prevent myself from sleeping.
yesyes.

at 5plus, Charleston called me.
he really encourage me alot just by the 5-6min talk
he just ask me hows my family and work because he know what happen to my family now.
then he also ask if everything is okay.
then he sure with me the vision and the direction of where Pst is going to.
so amazing (:
it is so privilege to have him as my zone leader, still remembering that time when he saw my email about my dreams, he call me to encourage me and told me he want to believe with me it will happen.
even he is so busy, leading 300-400 people, he still so amazing.

@ cousin house now. staying over (:
tmr my cousin going to chinese class, going ask them sent me to toapayoh
then go meet Ivy for the internet business class then investment class
oh, lifes amamzing

:D
i miss psts (:
i hope pst how leg is getting better.

ANYWAY,my PP is approved. so happy

2008-08-15T13:32:00.000+08:00

Mother Teresa once said: "In this life we cannot do great things. We can only do small things with great love". Mother Teresa is remembered because in whatever helping work she did, she did them with great love.

cheepengpeng wrote that in my comment because i talk about significance vs. success
so powerful man.
love is a powerful tool, it makes you do things that you don't normally do

i been very tired recently, next week going to tired like mad.
after this 9-6pm job need rush to bishan to work. omg.
i be dead soon. :(

went dinner with susan ytd
she treat me to Ajisan. nice nice.
she's one of the biggest blessing in my life
the uncountable amount of money she invest in my life
she is seriously nice, she made the right decision. woo (:

its okay, going to productive man!
tmr i got internet business class with Ivy
neeed go follow her attend all the seminars and learn.
stocks, business etc.
she's pretty amazing when it comes to business. dun let her see this or she will be so proud of herself again.

that day while i was going home.. many thoughts came to my mind
sometimes when i tell people that i be successful next time, they give you the face like they don't believe but they don't want to disappoint you so they agree.
i don't need that man. (:
i going to proof them wrong, no need very long
just a few years more. :D

i can't wait to grow up
this few years i going to build my foundation so strong
go learn stocks, internet business, small business setting, read different forums, org events.
cool man.
once i grad, get ready to fly! (:

okays. i am tiredly happy.
called my beloved cousin just now, was funny.
just hearing her cute voice, i got energy to work again. hahahaha.
going to stay over at her house latr cause her parents overses
tmr need wake up early to meet Ivy

this week almost everyday need to wake up so early including my weekends!
nvm. love hardwork :D

lunch break is overrrrrrrr, gotta work soon.
hope i don't fall asleeep which i think i will. :(

break my heart for what break yours
everything i am for your kingdom cause.

2008-08-13T22:30:00.000+08:00

this is my wonderful class. (:

there is always limbei,caiwei,step,michelle,jynn,ginny,suyin, geraldine,suetmay,weiling, euodia, joann, matt that will make me miss them

hahaha :D

one day, i will slowly talk abt each one of them

yay. i am so addicted to destiny to love you drama. hahahaha

watching nw.. bye! :D

2008-08-10T23:50:00.000+08:00

yesterday i was reading ikea new catalog, so cool man.
my aunt moving to yishun, she going give me a room there.
shall fill it with ikea things :D

today woke up at 7plus, met johnathan and swee
going to be late alrdy, so cab from toa payoh down to church.
only $6, cg was great man. :D

after that, ate pancakes that jonathan made for us. so nice of him right. hahaha. (:
bused to cousin house, my uncle was so nice.
because it was raining so he drove out to pick me up and bring me in because if i walk sure get wet.

pretty much a family day.
today it was not my house because my uncle sort of have small bbq session over at his condo.
yes, i finally did managed to swim :D

my cousins pretty sweet too. they were so happy to see me.
they drew cards for me. i think they can draw nicer than me :/
then nicole still can come ask me how to spell i love you. sweet huh?
i love them loads man, would be damn sad if they go over to india because my uncle gonna get promoted much higher if he go there for few years.

i have an amazing family.
everyone is so united. yes, problems does happen here and there
but there was never i see them quarrel openly or shouted
my parents too, amazing.
so so so proud of them.
seeing them do well in their career makes me happy :)

i am seriously contented with life
amazing biological family and spiritual family
great parents biological and spiritually.

but.. i am not satisfied man.
i don't want to live a typical Singaporean life
i wanna make a difference
have influence to affluence
i wanna build homes and orphanages to help the needy
i want to be so rich

my future is amazing.
so many opportunities is opening up already
don't even think i need find job after i graduate, already i know where i can go and sure get in one.
God is amazing & faithful

was just talking to kianleng and he told me brought a cheap true religion jeans for a super good price. nice nice.
i shall go shopping soon man, after pay day.
someone want to buy edhardy for me, oh i cant tell you who =p

i always have the best people around me.
so so so so blessed.

he's good looking
she's beautiful
they're amazing
we're rocking.

crap. (:

nights & loves.

there is something called SCHOOL tmr :(

running

2008-08-10T01:11:00.000+08:00

today service was amazing.
what Pastor how preached was so relevant.
i just love my Pastors man, they're the best :D

break my heart for what break yours
everything i am for your kingdom cause
as i walk from earth into eternity.

is so funny, sometimes i so afraid of death
because it would mean separation.
but looking at the brighter note, we should love& treasure life
so that even anything happen, you know you done your best.
i know i treat those pple i love the best already, no regrets.

when i go heaven, i would get to see many familiar faces.
see my Lord, see King David, see mother Theressa, see Martin Luther king
so many people i want to see. ha ha ha (:

i just feel that this season i need to run.
run even harder and in a faster pace.
i need to accelerate, need a breakthrough
i need to love hardwork & heartwork :D
i must be more discipline, cannot be emotionally led but will led.

yesyes Carol, RUN RUN RUN!

cG tmr at 9am, i need morning call man.
was just talking to swee weijie just now, chase him to sleep before he cant wake up tmr. was quite funny, took jan phone to trick him.
okay, i am excited for steamboat on monday!
FINALLY MAN, i been craving for it...

Love God,
Love People,
Love Life,
LOVE FOOD =p

that's hospi logo. ha. (:

i gottta find my bed soon

goodbye & loves

2008-08-09T12:04:00.000+08:00

Sow a Thought, Reap an act.
Sow an Act, Reap a Habit.
Sow a Habit, Reap a Character.
Sow a Character, Reap a Destiny.

Saw this in Bell blog, thought it was cool and true.

Start sowing a thought and start dreaming today (:
the biggest architecture or even idea started off in someone imagination.
random, okay. going off with parents.

i miss pst's preaching. going to really receive later. :D

i'm loving it

2008-08-08T22:52:00.000+08:00

stupid angmoh give me X. haha. should not even go. =p
anyway ytd went off to celebrate jenifergohbingmeh bdae at pizzahut, her shop (:
was so fun man. yes, we order loads of food.
just before the food.. we took some picture in the MAC.

after that headed to watch movie not enough 2 with suet may, jynn and her bf.
i cried alot, duno why. haha. it is so relevant.

you can have the most money yet you don't care OR
you don't have money but you want to care but can't help.
so need to have a balance.
i know what am i doing for the next 10 years.
my future is decided.
yes, financial freedom in few years time. (:

going to work after poly awhile then go PGSM for degree. nice :D
yes yes yes. i wan to SOT too. (:

wanted to eat steamboat recently, actually going to go with weijie they all but not enough pple so end up din go. :(

today is great, no school. opps.
my cousins and grandma went doctor just now ard yishun so my uncle drop them all at my house while he brought his church priest to play golf to celebrate bdae.
YAY. i treated my granny laksa and played with my beloved.

then i went work. was pretty amazing.
oh, btw the events co called me a few days back to confirmed my position
so yep, working there for next 3 weeks.

oh. packed packed packed month again.
fruitfulness & effectiveness.

i tell myself everyday : I LOVE MY LIFE :D

2008-08-07T00:43:00.000+08:00

you give & take away
you give & take away
my heart will choose to say
still i will praise (:

come back, back to your first love.
falling back to my first love. :D

so cool this entry.
anyway my 3weeks holiday, i think i am going join a events co to learn new things. :D
events is cool. hahaha.

tmr is jenifer bdae, i shall wish her soon. :D