thoughts.; 1/17/2009 11:29:00 PM
I have so much thoughts now. Don't know how to put everything in words.
Sometimes our lives is just like a puzzle, putting pictures together and we get everything. It is all beautiful. (:
O levels results is out, my brother surprising did well. 16points.
I really did not except as he is just gaming the whole time even during examinations. But i am happy for him. We had this deal with our uncles, if we get a certain point and did well for o levels we get to go Canada to visit our cousin & uncle.
Because the ticket cause 2-3k each so only if you do well. My elder bro did it, my small did it. I didn't. I am sad of course but i know where i put my time in is worth it. My brother is confirmed going next month then my mother ask if i wants to go buy she don't want to tell me who is paying. Of course given this once a lifetime chance i wanted to go. It is has been my dream to go there too.
Finally, when i got home my mother told me who is going to pay if i go. Out of my expectation it was her. I immediately told her i don't want to go anymore. Maybe because i have grown up and i start to learn to carry the burden of the family. Sometimes is not about what you want anymore, it is about others and the people you love. I think she was pretty sad and teared, of course i teared. Hahahaha.
I am super contented with what i have, i don't need a trip to make me happier. Of course it would be good but without it i will be just as good.
Life is too exciting.
Next year i am actually graduating from poly already! Going to go out to the working world and work. I am super excited.
I believe my dreams are coming to past.
I am going to be a millionaire by 25.
I am going to be the biggest giver to help build the dreams of others.
I was wondering how could life be better?
I love my life to bits.
I have a great future and destiny in God.
I believe i am going to have a great and godly family.
It will be all so sweet.
Carooool Tan
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