my beloved cousin, taken on sunday
my cousin is so cute man, he played with my macbook without me knowing.
kids are amazing, i just love them
there is this purity in them that is so precious
how you would know what they say is the truth, no need to guess

i just hate guessing underlying meaning
sometimes i felt i really cannot communicate with you
i believe you would agree, we will quarrel so easily
oh man, i really tried alot of times but it is so me to say what i shld not say

we jus cannot connect, i really don't know why
i dun have this problem with any other people so much
maybe is the expectation we have, different world
what we want is so different in life

there is just this wall in between us, transparent yet so thick
too thick that i am really speechless
different thoughts, different beliefs, different convictions

i know i can never be good enough or meet yr exception
but thankfully, through you i learn alot
at least it is so much clearer & i know i need to buck up
don't worry, i will do it no matter how hard it will be
i am just stucked in between now

sometimes i really want to help but i don't why it always don't work out
guess it would be really hard
deep inside me i just felt things should not be this way
but i really cannot feel safe or secure with you
i am really, really tired mentally

&&school tmr!
i still love my life
things & people that i put 1st and value would never change
i need a breakthrough soon

Growth is easy!
4th Dimension


We all need people to lean on

Lean on Me by Bill Withers:

Lean on me, when you're not strong
And I'll be your friend
I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long
'Til I'm gonna need
Somebody to lean on

you just call on me brother, when you need a hand
We all need somebody to lean on
I just might have a problem that YOU’LL understand
We all need somebody to lean on