oh, i got another million dollar smile today :D
so attractive & captivating. hahahs. crap
i don't know what i am talking too.
i think is the x factor in some people
the x factor that attract people.
not the appearance but something from the inside.
so captivated man! dunno how to describe it to you, the joy.

today morning went Mac for breakfast with mum! ;D
she wake & pull me at 6plus
pull away my pillow, blanket and everything
man, being a nice daughter i went to eat with her (:
she is always so nice :D
can't imagine life without her, how much she have sown in my life
the many sacrifices she made for me & the family

then went to work, oh saw Ina again at bukit batok mrt. hahhs.
oh it is getting better i guess. nice nice.
i discovered some amazing things today. hahahaahs. crappp

my night's work is cancel, the happy me message yonghui straight to let him know i am coming for the run through in church. (:
reach here super late because it is really far you see, from the east to south or smth?
anyway, the performances prepared are so so so funny
the skit, videos, army, choir, band, dance that we prepared for Pastor How bdae
this sunday going be a blast man!
the army march was the funniest man, KS was really funny. hahahaa :D

haiya, i just love hoGc
thats where i can call my home :D
it is where i find my energy, motivation, strength, visions, dreams
it is where i get the best people that i will follow
it is not about the talk, is the action
almost no backstabbing, everyone is just so real, no pple wearing mask
such a pureness in the people
great spiritual parents who love, care, believe for who you are and not what you are.
you no need to perform in order to belong, just be yourself

whenever i step in, how sad i feel just by seeing the people i will cheer up
it is something special
it is the buzz, is the x factor
is the people, the leaders
the genuine-ness in people

so different from the working world i am sure luh! been working for so long
seen through & through.
they just look at the performance
no good= byebye
if you have no value add, they won't even bother about you
the world is realistic man. thats life

there sure be a new generation
a different breed of people that will be people orientated
people who care from the heart & not just words

i am so sick and tired of it
part of me just wanna stop, part of me wanna continue
i know it sounds paradox, but thats what i am feeling
common man, BE REAL!
i've heard enough

oh yes, back to the run through
choir singing you raise me up
i love the lyrics

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be :D