That Carol

Monday, July 7, 2008

; 7/07/2008 11:48:00 PM

reply of tags:
Kianleng - HAHA! thanks. yes. alvin picture is funny. (:
Michelle Tan Hui Si - i know you are very sad becos u left 5weeks see me! love!
Weijie(Sweet)- heys! hahaha. yepyep. it is his ezlink photo. HAHA
HUIMIN- Hey!! Yes, thankyou! (: Its is great knowing you & working tgt with you in hospi too! You are awesome man!
Jenifer- Mayb you can tag something else? HAHAHA (: you rock!
Jonathan- YES! Stop spamming! :D Hospi is best! Pastors rocks. (: Lets build this House tgt!
Mich- HAHAHA. suppper tmr at prata hse with jiaxin! :D :D :D i know you miss me too!
Caiwei & Euodia- LOL. right. =.= It is my cell group name. HAHA. LOL. think too much
Ding dong bell - HAHA. okay. once you change your skin then i will tag =P boooo!

something just hit me today. i felt so burden. i am just lost for speech.
just wanted to say so much i care and i really concerned but i don't know how to put in words.
it is just things that break my heart to hear that.
although we are not close but i think it is just me that i can feel for people just like that.
it is just in me man. crap. i don't know what to do.
HEY YOU! just wan to tell you that you're precious to God and of cos to me.
Your future is amazing, don't give up. (:

many missed morning call. i am sorry! just too tiredd and coma-ed after replying you all.
caiwei and jenifer called me to rush me to sch. hahaaha.
yes, i went school today. faci make the monday from blue to blue-est. HAHA!
he is very irritating today, making 7 people in one team?! crap.
awhile more.. holidays is coming. (:
had a photo taking sesssion at TRCC with jenifer caiwei and step. *lame lame pic. hahahaha.

5 more weeks in this class. mixed feelings.
generally is still great. (: i think i miss them. chalet chalet chalet.
going to enjoy this last weeks weeks people! (:
i know you guys will miss me.

after ut, trained with jenifer and caiwei to work.
work work work, not very fruitful today. -.=
went home aft that. suppose to meet jenifer and caiwei for supper but caiwei was tired so it was cancelled.

so so many thoughts and feeling.
i feel so frustrated.
i feel everything seems so far away
i feel down for what has happen
i feel like losing the energy
i feel that what seems possible is far..

BUT GOD..
is faithful
will turn things around
will put faith into be again
open my eyes to see the unseen
will come through all the problems
has been faithful for past 4.5 years, and forever will be

i neeeed a breakthrough!
was listening to Pst Kong sermon, what a right timing.
it talks about not being barren and now listening to Pst Phil Pringle BUT GOD.

i know it seems funny abt this God thing. haha.
but it is this God that has turned my life around.
gave me a purpose in life.
i am who i am, i know who i am not depending on others comment.

I have a dream...
I have a dream one day i will sing for the audience of One.
I have a dream one day to be able to serve Pst more.
I have a dream one day i will buy my own car using my own money by 21
I have a dream to be become a millionare by 25
I have a dream i will be able to provide and give the best back to my parents.
I have a dream to have a pure and godly family
I have a dream to be able to give to the orphans, poor, old.
I have a dream that one day people will not be limited by money to reach their fullest potential.

Although it seems so far away, yet i know it is somehow going to happen.
Of cos i can't do it by my own strength. Haha.
So inspired by Dr Clement and Sister Nicole testimony
How they were just normal typical singaporeans when they came church.
Just in 5years time, they have become multi multi millionares and one of the best in Options trading in Asia.

The future is amazing.... it is possible.. (:

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