This few days i have been spending alot of time with my family! :) It was really good, get to catch up with them! And i realize something major happen and i did not know it, was good to spend time at home. Hahahs I learn to appreciate my family more and more everyday. My brothers and I could enjoy good education, good food, nice house because of the many sacrifices of my beloved parents. Though they don't say alot, but deep in our hearts we all can see how much they have given and i am just speechless. I LOVE MY FAMILY!
I remember when i was young i was ashamed or rather not very proud and appreciative of them. Thank God for Heart of God church, i learn to appreciate all that they had done! Now i feel so blessed to have great parents, always giving the best for us. So many instances that i could not count, my dad would walk all the way out to the nearest 7-eleven at 3-4am to buy medicine for me. My mother never fails to take care of me when i was sick or when i am really very broke.
OH YES! Next monday we going to celebrate a very belated father's day! Haven't decided the place, brother is volunteering to pay everything since he got a high paying part time job. I think he just got his pay, he gave me $50. It is really funny! We use to fight when we are young, we use to hate each other.
We have all grown up.. It is time to carry the burden of the family! I am very excited though! :) :) I feel that many of my dreams are coming to past..
I have a dream of becoming a millionaire by 25 to build pple's dream I have a dream of having a godly family I have a dream of giving in millions I have a dream to always serve Psts I have a dream to build hoGc tgt with my leaders I have a dream to be able to believe in the next generations
Okay! ANYWAY SINCE I AM QUARANTINED, I REALLY MISS CCH PPLE! I MISS MAEANN! HAHAHAAHAHHA :) :) anyway JiaXin preached today, so exciting! I believe tmr is going be great! CCH IS REALLY COOL YO!!!! I love them to bits.
Sunday is going be exciting. HOSPI! :) :) Okay after last weekend i have been eating salad! Wonder what will i eat after this weekend!
I MISS SO MANY PEOPLE!!!
TMR I CAN SEE THE BEST PPLE ON EARTH, MY BELOVED PSTS! :) What a great privilege to have great psts like them! :)
Back to reading and planning.. anyway i am reading "The 36 Strategies of the Chinese", very cool! next book would be finish up hinds feets on high places and Sun Zi Ping Fa- The Art of war.
LASTLY.. I love my life! & I really love my life. & everybody in my life
I AM ABIT CRAZY RIGHT NOW... HAHAHAHAHA.. back to reality.. :)
Sunday, June 21, 2009
twitter; 6/21/2009 09:29:00 PM
Twitter is the coolest thing now. Please get it at www.twitter.com With twitter, i think there is no need of a blog. :)
You can tweet any time and anywhereee.. :)
HAPPY FATHERS DAY! :)
I LOVE MY LIFEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
Follow me on twitter carol_tan :)
Friday, June 5, 2009
breakthrough; 6/05/2009 11:41:00 PM
just got the urge to type down some thoughts recently:
1. I having 2 weeks holiday but 1 week is over but i feels like 1 day..
2. I love Pastors & they are the most amazing people :) Observing them work motivates me! They truly put others above themselves and love people for who they are!
3. Mae Ann is really amazing, i get inspired everyday and every time talking and hanging out with her. Such a great privilege to be able to spend so much time together doing so many things, from loving kids to loving teachers and doing so many exciting things! :)
4. CCH camp was a blast. Though it was my first time running the camp together with Vicki, but i really learn so much from Mae Ann :) From the way she thinks, feels and do things. :)
5. CCH just rocks. :) I am in love with the kids & hanging out with everybody! They are so committed and amazing. A combination of many crazy people, everybody say when you go CCH you will become crazy like us. hahhs.
6. I want a breakthrough! Expand and Enlarge, Let go, Let God :)
7. I am very happy today :)
8. I want to become a millionaire soon, i need to do so many things. I felt that i am called to give :) Can't wait to grow up and be a great support :)
9. I love my family! My beloved cousins is coming back tomorrow. AWWWW my small nicole! :)
10. My God is faithful.
11. I don't know what to type, life is too exciting..
12. I need to grad soon! :) next jan! :)
13. I am growing up! Everyone is getting old..
14. I want to exercise.
15. I want to eat (that's a paradox from 14)
16. I need to read more books.
17. Wondering how can life get better? I love my life to the max.
18. Can't wait for all the kids to grow up, becoming the next Charleston, Garrett & Dominic.
19. So proud of Marilyn's breakthrough :)
20. i going to get a fresh revelation.
21. How about 30? It is seems so possible!
goodnight & bye!
just random thoughts.
i just love my life.
LIFE IS SO EXCITING!
Friday, May 15, 2009
Nobody; 5/15/2009 02:02:00 AM
"A nobody trying to exalt a somebody"
Be still, and know that I am God;
Be exalted in our lives.
I love my life, doing the routines, loving the hardwork and heart work. :)
The future is amazing, i can't wait to graduate and start walking into my destiny!
Live to love. Love to live.
It is never how long you live. It is how you live your life.
Significance over Success.
God, let there be an increase over my life!!
I can't wait to be a millionaire by 25 years old.
I can't wait to give, i can't wait to build the dreams of people, i can't wait to love more.
There shall be an INCREASE.
It is coming...... :)
My God is faithful & always will be.
I have never regret my decision 6 years ago when i step into hoGc, having 2 great great Pastors :)
FUTURE IS AMAZING!
SEE YOU AT THE END! :)
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
My mother rocks.; 5/06/2009 11:59:00 AM
THE COOLEST ROCK CONCERT! I AM GOING, ARE YOU? :)
Wednesday are cool, could spend more time with my bed. hahhs. I am seriously getting sick, first was fever then flu.. School was great and i must must get momentum going to school. I must love school more :)
On a lighter note, today we're going celebrate my mum birthday and i am excited. Going to get present later at Crabtree and Evelyn, sharing with my brothers. :) I think my mother rocks totally. She is someone of few words but loads of action. I was just mentioning wanting to eat this and that, next day i see the fridge it is already there. :) My mother is not joining for hoGc mother's day celebration which is quite sad, but i think she is much more open nowadays. Gotta pray concentrated prayers! :)
After 24, i am inspired to pray even more. Prayer moves mountain. Faith It shall happen :)
Pst Steve Munsey was great! He just tore the whole building away. It is such a great a privilege to be in HoGc because we have the most amazing Pst How & Pst Lia. They're the best of the best. :)
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
; 4/22/2009 01:03:00 AM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PASTOR LIA!
More than words could express how thankful & privilege for me to have you in my life. :) You're the biggest inspiration in life and just by looking at you, i am so inspired to work even harder. Your passion for people are just so amazing. No matter how tired you are, you always put people first :)
Thank you for all the encouragement, all the love, all the sermons! :) It is a great privilege to be able to serve you in Hospi and to be in hoGc. It is more than church, it is just like our home where we can be nurtured and grow in. Thank you for loving us for who we are and not what we are.
I LOVE YOU LOADS! :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAE ANN! :)
Hanging around you just inspires me! :) More than the loads of fun we had together, i had never failed to learn so much just by listening and observing from you. Your passion for kids and people are really amazing. You can remember every single kid and also know about their lives! I am just so excited for YSC because i know the future is going be so amazing!
It is really a great privilege to be able to be in CCH together with you! :) YOU ROCKS! :)
AMAZING. I am really glad to have Pastors and Mae Ann in my life, they constantly inspires me to keep going and do what we are doing! :)
I have a great day with my "3 sons" Wee Boon, Wee Siang, Wee Pin! :) You must meet them one day, they are soooooo coool.
Wee Boon - 9 years old Bringing 1030 to YSC!! His faith & passion for God will blow you away! hahahas. He is super amazing, always in God's presence.
Wee Siang - 5 years old Super loving. He will remember your name and when he calls you, i promise you your heart will melt! :) :) :)
Wee Pin - 3 years old Although he is young, he experienced God and cried in God's presence! He loves to hug people and is super adorable! :) :)
I LOVE KIDSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS God is cool. I love my life.
ANYWAY SCHOOL STARTED! I AM GOING TO CONQUER IT! :)
Thursday, April 9, 2009
love; 4/09/2009 01:53:00 AM
They are simply AWESOME! I am getting my cousin for easter party! I believe it will be great. I LOVE MY LIFE! :)
I AM GOING GYM TOMORROW! YAY superb excited for easter! :)
Check this video out: http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=55924284158&comments#/video/video.php?v=55924284158&subj=620924158
I going to crash northview tomorrow again. This time is going be more exciting, Xiao Yu, Jieru, Jolie, Hui Yun coming too! :)
Singing, Guitaring, Druming
Love God, Love People, Love Life, Love Food! :D